Does anyone else feel like they're being punished?

[GonnaGoBye]

Yeah. My life was a complete uphill till recently it slopped down. Due to a stupid decision way back 2019. It sucks. I hated it. I feel like chosing the wrong choice during those times.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Honestly this is so relatable. And even when I try to be good, I still end up being toxic and make people uncomfortable/scare them off. At least people on here don't seem too bothered yet.

"In the End" by Linkin Park is running thru my head now. RIP Chester.

I think my parents and friends will be very disappointed in me if I can manage to kill myself, seeing it as the "easy way out". God, I want to sleep all day too, but depression makes sleep into a crappy game of Russian Roulette.

I can relate to your sleep issues..

 

[RRH]

Yes. I made some poor decisions late last year and they've come back to bite me.