Does anyone else are excited to ctb?

[Nothing87]

I know this is weird but I'm really excited to ctb I already set a date and a year as well as I already make a detailed plan on how will I kill myself.

Does anyone else felt this way? Are you excited or happy to ctb?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes I'm excited and happy I will kill myself

"Myself" : these 30 trillion monstrous cells and a brain that can suffer constant unbearable pain .

A very fragile animal which can be plagued by many terrible physical problems any day as we've seen so many different ones just on this site

also 39 trillion bacteria and other microorganisms inside and on ur body

That's what they continuously tell us is amazing and wonderful.

Look at all the prolife propaganda just on this one image

 

[GuessWhosBack]

Look at all the prolife propaganda just on this one image

I dig the dress

 

[QueerMelancholy]

I am excited about being dead. I'd be lying if I said I was excited about the dying.

 

[ramon]

For me, it's an on and off that relies on my current mood.

Sometimes it feels like the best decision I've ever made. The other remaining times I feel scared of it, yet compelled to do it, one way or another.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

I am excited about being dead. I'd be lying if I said I was excited about the dying.

Same. I think about the freedom that will finally happen. No more aching body, no more rotten humans.

 

[Steff1337]

Personally, I look forward to my CTB date.

 

[Isbel88]

I'm a little scared of the idea of dying, although sometimes I feel excited. I've managed to prove that there is life after death, so I'll be reunited with my loved ones and that makes me excited.
I would have liked to do this with someone else, but I find it very difficult to do so. They always tell me that I have the best method because I have N, but I still feel a certain fear of doing it.

 

[CantDoIt]

I'm a little scared of the idea of dying, although sometimes I feel excited. I've managed to prove that there is life after death, so I'll be reunited with my loved ones and that makes me excited.
I would have liked to do this with someone else, but I find it very difficult to do so. They always tell me that I have the best method because I have N, but I still feel a certain fear of doing it.

How did you prove there is life after death? :0


As for me, a little scared but excited to not be suffering anymore. I'm tired of what I've brought on myself.

 

[Isbel88]

How did you prove there is life after death? :0


As for me, a little scared but excited to not be suffering anymore. I'm tired of what I've brought on myself.

I've done séances with spiritualists. There's no punishment. There's no hell. Even if you do CTB. Everyone goes to the same place.

 

[Mlifos & Sitoa]

Yes. If I could, I'd burn myself right before I pull the trigger. I don't want anyone to find and see my body completely naked in the morgue. I look so disgusting.

 

[destinationlosangel]

Yes, its a relief to know that I can exit this place

 

[Agon321]

When I made the final decision, I was happy because I knew I didn't have to do anything, but the closer to my death, the more doubts I have in my head.

Well, I'll hit a wall soon anyway, so I won't have any other choice.
It's going to be a fun day.

 

[cait_sith]

I love the concept of death, I look forward when the torture wheels my brain works through daily stop, and there is a part of me that is also looking forward to the process of dying, how I imagine it it will be like a Katharsis, or like a powerful ending to a movie, sure sad and painful, but at least real and finally something final. Of course these are all mind games, I still have si to fight with no matter what.