Discussion Does anyone dream about killing themselves?

[Deadgirl]

I daydream about hanging myself. In my dreams i either drive to Mexico to buy N and swallow it or I jump off cliffs/bridges. I also shoot myself. It may sound strange but this happened with my most lethal attempt, accept this time no one knows i am ctb.

 

[Raven40]

I dream about it everyday!

 

[Done182]

Yep, often

 

[Its time its time]

Everybody in this forum does. If not we'd not be here.

 

[Jolene40]

In my dreams im happy and normal and healthy and then i wake up and the nightmare begins again. I wonder if your mind is more prepared if its a regular feature of your dreams

 

[Deadgirl]

I wonder if your mind is more prepared if its a regular feature of your dreams

I wonder the same thing. After I had the dream about hanging i was so determined that i tied a slipknot. I am going to see this Friday if my dreams will come true hopefully. (Fridays im home alone.)

 

[phoenixx]

I do dream about killing myself sometimes but usually I just dream about harming myself (cutting etc.)

 

[Tortured_empath]

I usually go to sleep and wishing I get a heart attack/stroke and don't wake up. It's kind of pathetic but I fall asleep really easily when I think that way.

 

[Mr2005]

My dreams don't seem in any way connected to my life and for that I'm grateful

 

[mentionized1]

Well, I don't know if this was really a dream or if I was just half asleep, but the night before I cut myself and put the blade, together with a knife, on the floor next to my bed. I was strangely distressed in my dream, although I never tend to do things like that, which cause great pain, to cut my wrist arteries and finish it as soon as possible. Probably the pressure was only so great at that time, which is why I thought or dreamt about it, but this thought vanished quickly.

With the knowledge at the present time I am actually happy that I didn't do it because it wouldn't have helped me much anyway. The bleeding would have taken too much time and just one cut on one wrist would not have killed me, I guess.

 

[friendly99]

I go to sleep hoping I never wake up

 

[Cubashii]

Ive always thought about what my funeral would be like. My brothers would be there and my mom but i doubt my friends would be there.

 

[Sick Boy]

I fantasize every day about renting a hotel room and drinking two bottles of N in the night,and been found by the hotel staff in the morning next day
Sometimes i fantasize about overdosing on fentanyl pills,same in a hotel room

 

[JadedGray]

It's all I ever think about. I've gone through every possible method I can think of in my head. Now, it's just about turning this dream into a reality.

 

[Yelkovan]

Oddly enough, I dream about getting killed more often than I do killing myself. When I wake up is when I think about killing myself.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I daydream about hanging myself. In my dreams i either drive to Mexico to buy N and swallow it or I jump off cliffs/bridges. I also shoot myself. It may sound strange but this happened with my most lethal attempt, accept this time no one knows i am ctb.

Your lucky to have such dreams. Most people are not that spiritually aware to remember those dreams. Much less lucid dream or astral project. Have you astral projected before? I just had one not too long ago.

 

[snowman626]

Your lucky to have such dreams. Most people are not that spiritually aware to remember those dreams. Much less lucid dream or astral project. Have you astral projected before? I just had one not too long ago.

I sometimes have lucid dreams and astral projections spontaneously. If only I can do them at will and stay out as long as I want, but usually I get dragged back in to the body within like 2 minutes.

 

[LadyAbandon]

All the time. I have dreamt several times of OD'ing on heroin or fentanyl but since I tried that and it didn't work now I often dream about shooting myself. Usually I wake up right when I pull the trigger. I think it may be a form of mental preparation.

 

[Tortured_empath]

Your lucky to have such dreams. Most people are not that spiritually aware to remember those dreams. Much less lucid dream or astral project. Have you astral projected before? I just had one not too long ago.

GeorgeJL,

I have always been facinated by the idea of astral projections, but how can you sure it isn't just a form of sleep paralysis?

Anyway, don't mean to derail the thread.

 

[blankpain]

Sometimes I dream about hanging myself in the school. I dont know why, would be a stupid idea.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I sometimes have lucid dreams and astral projections spontaneously. If only I can do them at will and stay out as long as I want, but usually I get dragged back in to the body within like 2 minutes.

Yeah I want to try lucid dreaming herbs and see if that increases my success with astral projection.

GeorgeJL,

I have always been facinated by the idea of astral projections, but how can you sure it isn't just a form of sleep paralysis?

Anyway, don't mean to derail the thread.

Well sleep paralysis your body is asleep but your mind is awake. Your like in darkness. You haven't actually astral projected yet during sleep paralysis. But from what I've read it's close to astral projection.

 

[Raven40]

I usually go to sleep and wishing I get a heart attack/stroke and don't wake up. It's kind of pathetic but I fall asleep really easily when I think that way.

I feel the same way

I go to sleep hoping I never wake up

Me too!