Does anybody going to ctb while smn at home?

[shame]

Does anybody going to ctb while smn at home? If so, how do you feel about that? I keep struggle cause of that and suffering is like a hell. I'm done.

 

[sadalways]

I think i'll have to, at night, unless i'm alone which happens very very rarely since i don't even have my own room or any privacy whatsoever. I don't really feel bad over it, my sister would be happy with me gone. Parents though, not sure how they'd react.

 

[kitchenwindow197]

i plan to do it at night when im sure everyones asleep. I am worried about how traumatic it will be for my family to find me, i think ill slip a note under the door warning them to call the police and to not come in.

 

[Peace2peace]

Same here thinking of night

 

[userisuser]

Yes, I live with my family so I'll have to. If I try to get a hotel, and say I'm at a friends house or something, they would be suspicious cuz I don't really go anywhere. I plan to do it at night, tho I'm still worried that they'll hear me if I start throwing up (I most likely will cuz I only have SN, nothing else) but I'll just keep a bucket in my room so I don't the to run to the bathroom to throw up. Hopefully they won't hear me.

 

[Peace2peace]

Yes, I live with my family so I'll have to. If I try to get a hotel, and say I'm at a friends house or something, they would be suspicious cuz I don't really go anywhere. I plan to do it at night, tho I'm still worried that they'll hear me if I start throwing up (I most likely will cuz I only have SN, nothing else) but I'll just keep a bucket in my room so I don't the to run to the bathroom to throw up. Hopefully they won't hear me.

Same

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Yes, I live with my family so I'll have to. If I try to get a hotel, and say I'm at a friends house or something, they would be suspicious cuz I don't really go anywhere. I plan to do it at night, tho I'm still worried that they'll hear me if I start throwing up (I most likely will cuz I only have SN, nothing else) but I'll just keep a bucket in my room so I don't the to run to the bathroom to throw up. Hopefully they won't hear me.

It'll probably be the same story for me (*´Д｀*)

 

[NonEssential]

Nah, I don't want to risk being saved or have the family have a dead person be the first thing they see in the morning. I'll probably just hang myself in the forest.

 

[shame]

Yes, I live with my family so I'll have to. If I try to get a hotel, and say I'm at a friends house or something, they would be suspicious cuz I don't really go anywhere. I plan to do it at night, tho I'm still worried that they'll hear me if I start throwing up (I most likely will cuz I only have SN, nothing else) but I'll just keep a bucket in my room so I don't the to run to the bathroom to throw up. Hopefully they won't hear me.

Soon?

i plan to do it at night when im sure everyones asleep. I am worried about how traumatic it will be for my family to find me, i think ill slip a note under the door warning them to call the police and to not come in.

Are you sure in success?

 

[userisuser]

Soon?

I'm not sure exactly when. I don't have a set date. But sometime in the next couple months. Maybe next month or so, I'll see