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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
124
I don't know if this belongs under discussion or venting but I want to see if anybody else relates. Like, aside from doing preparation before my death, I don't see much of a point in doing anything

For example, my TV broke, and my mum decided to get me a new one as a gift. Im super grateful, but I've been putting off mounting it on my wall. I just don't see the point. Why should I do it if I'm going to be gone before next year?
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,830
Life keeps happening after you start suicidal ideation. Make sure you're serious before you let things slide.

I've been letting things slide for months and now I find I can't hang myself. My neck is bruised, my thumbs are scraped from grabbing the rope, and I still go around pretending to be normal.
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
124
Life keeps happening after you start suicidal ideation. Make sure you're serious before you let things slide.

I've been letting things slide for months and now I find I can't hang myself. My neck is bruised, my thumbs are scraped from grabbing the rope, and I still go around pretending to be normal.
Thank you for the advice 🙏
I wish you luck on recovery or CTBing next time 🫂
 
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