I've been lonely most of my life and most days I try to not think about it and be content. And then other days it's just overwhelming and don't know how to fix the issue or know where to even begin. I'm such a recluse introvert in the middle of an urban jungle full of mouth breathers. I just don't belong you know?
Yeah relatable. I prefer online friends to IRL ones, it stops me from getting too lonely.
Can...can we be friends? Hope that's not too much to ask lol.
Of course, I'm up to being friends with anyone.
Fantastic
You can PM me anytime you wanna talk or add my discord QueenEtna#1021
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
most of the time i want to be alone ..not having any contact with anyone, but it's like if i wanted to be alone with someone ...i have always felt that i dont belong here … felt so nostalgic for something that i have never lived but that i have always craved ..always searching for something, something i feel mine in which i could feel safe and free ... i am a lot of things inside of me ..things that are so different from one another that they cancel everything i know and they make me a nonsense ..and when this happens, when i feel a lot of things inside of me, i get scared and tend to escape ...disappear completely…push everyone away... i pretend i dont exist ...i have always wanted to be understood ..to not be alone in what i feel, to cry out my suffering for a home, a family i have neved had … i ve always needed to express myself ..find someone who was so nostalgic like me...someone that came from my same home...someone who knew.. but when i try to explain it, i always struggle so much and i feel myself out of this world, so disconnected from reality and myself and it hurts me so much that the only thing that id love is to disappear from this world and be part of my love ...evanish into love …and be absorbed by my home…i want to feel myself permeating inside my home … i want to expand myself inside of it ...i want to feel infinite ..free ..i want to be my home… i can't express myself throught words, i can't transate my feelings… what i feel remains untranslatable because something too pure and natural to be written or told ...maybe only silence could truly reveal me ..and i try to be conscious of what i feel but it's really complicated, especially when you want your feelings to flow into the other..i cant even understand myself... i am falling apart and the only thing that conforts me is suicide and you guys … <33… reading you helps me... i hope you can all feel serene sometimes, despite your suffering <3 ...ps . my english is bad i know it sorry ...
Beautifully written. You exist to me and I understand. The thoughts are so overwhelming it's indescribable. I hope you have a peaceful goodnight!
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
Lizzie S.
Experienced
- Sep 2, 2018
- 258
I like being alone except for the loneliness
Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
Depression and anxiety make it necessary for me to be alone most of the time. Isolation is often comfortable for me but it can also be extremely painful.
Sundayafternoon
Cosmic panic
- May 18, 2018
- 394
Sundayafternoon
Cosmic panic
- May 18, 2018
- 394
I get lonely often. But being around regular people makes it worse. Plus, I never feel as comfortable around others as I do alone.
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
sometimes i feel online relationships being more genuine and deep than those in the "physical" life ...
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