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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,285
it does for me
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
500
Yup, I'm a piece of shit.
 
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Charlie

Charlie

Student
May 12, 2018
128
I'm terrible.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
No, they are only a consequence of all my anxiety; at the same time, it's an effect too of all the shit I daily struggle with.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,548
Hell yes.

I've never felt comfortable with myself except in brief moments.

Self loathing is exhausting.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,824
me to I've never felt comfortable with myself
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
Yes, one insecurity piled on top of another and then another reaching a height enough for me to feel the real meaning of the word, or so I think.
 
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Mr2004

Student
Aug 20, 2018
174
Please clear up what ctb stands for. Obviously it's commiting suicide or killing yourself but neither of those mesh
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,452
Yes, absolutely.

I'm ugly, socially awkward and I despise myself.
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
Please clear up what ctb stands for. Obviously it's commiting suicide or killing yourself but neither of those mesh
It means catch the bus
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
484
Of course
 
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Julia Ofelia

Julia Ofelia

Member
Jul 18, 2018
10
Yeah... I feel like I don't deserve to call myself human.
 
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Revan

Revan

Darth
Jul 8, 2018
73
Greatly. My insecurities are amplified by my depression and anxiety. Depression makes me feel as if my insecurities are incurable; anxiety makes me think everybody notices not just what I'm insecure about, but also the insecurity itself.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Yes they do...
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Oh, very much so.
 
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wezel

wezel

Experienced
Aug 14, 2018
221
No.
I am not insecure, never was. Just my life has turned to irreversible shit, that's all.
 
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WorthlessGirl

WorthlessGirl

Member
Aug 15, 2018
40
Yep....
 
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Meena

Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
137
I feel insecure most of the time. I am scared of working, public speeking, that people discovers about my past mistakes or about my mental illness. I am scared of taking any action coz i know i will fail.
This feeling is paralizing me. I am not living
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
Yes. It's one of the main reasons.
 
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Rebirth

Member
Jun 20, 2018
68
Being gross and insecure, and trying not to be gross ruined my life.
 
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toolateforme

Student
Jul 2, 2018
158
Absolutely. I have a huge, horribly conspicuous scar right between my eyes that might never go away. I barely go out because of it. Glasses don't help. I hate looking in the mirror. I'm a freak.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
No.
I am not insecure, never was. Just my life has turned to irreversible shit, that's all.
Me too meds made me this way
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
519
Probably

I think I could withstand most things if I could tolerate myself a little more and accept less from life, but that might be mental bargaining

Certainly the inhibition reduces my quality of life

On the other hand I was fairly irrepressibly confident most of my life so far and still suicidal, I lost confidence probably later than most people would have. But I was more open to living with it
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Yes. I wonder what it is like to be sociable and carefree
 

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