Do your insecurities contribute to you wanting to ctb?

[Volatile]

it does for me

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Yup, I'm a piece of shit.

 

[Charlie]

I'm terrible.

 

[Tiburcio]

No, they are only a consequence of all my anxiety; at the same time, it's an effect too of all the shit I daily struggle with.

 

[Smilla]

Hell yes.

I've never felt comfortable with myself except in brief moments.

Self loathing is exhausting.

 

[wanttodie]

me to I've never felt comfortable with myself

 

[RoloTomasi]

Yes, one insecurity piled on top of another and then another reaching a height enough for me to feel the real meaning of the word, or so I think.

 

[Mr2004]

Please clear up what ctb stands for. Obviously it's commiting suicide or killing yourself but neither of those mesh

 

[throwaway123]

Yes, absolutely.

I'm ugly, socially awkward and I despise myself.

 

[RoloTomasi]

Please clear up what ctb stands for. Obviously it's commiting suicide or killing yourself but neither of those mesh

It means catch the bus

 

[skitliv]

Of course

 

[Julia Ofelia]

Yeah... I feel like I don't deserve to call myself human.

 

[Revan]

Greatly. My insecurities are amplified by my depression and anxiety. Depression makes me feel as if my insecurities are incurable; anxiety makes me think everybody notices not just what I'm insecure about, but also the insecurity itself.

 

[Midnight]

Yes they do...

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Oh, very much so.

 

[wezel]

No.
I am not insecure, never was. Just my life has turned to irreversible shit, that's all.

 

[WorthlessGirl]

Yep....

 

[Meena]

I feel insecure most of the time. I am scared of working, public speeking, that people discovers about my past mistakes or about my mental illness. I am scared of taking any action coz i know i will fail.
This feeling is paralizing me. I am not living

 

[Comatose11]

Yes. It's one of the main reasons.

 

[Rebirth]

Being gross and insecure, and trying not to be gross ruined my life.

 

[toolateforme]

Absolutely. I have a huge, horribly conspicuous scar right between my eyes that might never go away. I barely go out because of it. Glasses don't help. I hate looking in the mirror. I'm a freak.

 

[shadow11]

No.
I am not insecure, never was. Just my life has turned to irreversible shit, that's all.

Me too meds made me this way

 

[Sayo]

Probably

I think I could withstand most things if I could tolerate myself a little more and accept less from life, but that might be mental bargaining

Certainly the inhibition reduces my quality of life

On the other hand I was fairly irrepressibly confident most of my life so far and still suicidal, I lost confidence probably later than most people would have. But I was more open to living with it

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Yes. I wonder what it is like to be sociable and carefree