I used to talk to them about how I'm feeling but they wouldn't care much. Suicidals arent taken very serious until they ctb. So I stoped talking about it to not sound like a whining bitch as they think
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faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
My mom once found xanax pills and started saying that those who take such pills commit a suicide. Well, she was right...
Not a joke, saying as it is
TheGoodGuy
Illuminated
- Aug 27, 2018
- 3,069
Nope I used to tell my brothers about it or to be fair I talked about it none stop around age 20 and they told me to stop because it made them depressed which I understand because I really talked about it a lot in a desperate hope that they would understand.
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Mooshi
Across space and across time, I will be there.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 205
No, thankfully. I wish I could be honest with them, but I don't wish to be thrown into a psych ward or have psychiatry forced onto me again..
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,359
Yeah my parents and godparents know. I just told them outright and that was that. They don't think I'll act on it, not sure who's fooling who at this point.
WhyamIstillhere
Member
- Jan 27, 2020
- 90
Mustkeyknow
Experienced
- Feb 8, 2020
- 275
Yes, but we're all pretending I'm doing better since my last attempt.
waterbottleman
Not a person
- Sep 30, 2019
- 721
No and I'll never tell anyone either.
Im seriously considering suicide so I don't want anyone to stop me.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
My mom suspects I am suicidal, but I'll never actually admit it cause she'll stop me.
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
I'm sure they have their suspicions based on my moods but they probably don't know the extent
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
Yes, several do. Many relatives and family members are/have been mentally ill so I'm sure it's not a surprise.
Clut
Member
- Feb 28, 2020
- 68
Mine don't. I don't know how to tell people. That's why I'm grateful for this forum which I've been reading over the last 24 hours. First comment, hi.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
PoisonedJuliet
You saucy boy!
- Feb 12, 2020
- 1,191
My family has no idea. They think I'm just "moody". Little do they know I have so many demons inside and they're eating me alive from the inside out. Luckily I was a theatre kid so I'm good at acting
luna666
IBS/Depression/Anxiety/Panic Attacks
- Apr 24, 2019
- 50
They do. Since I've been in and out of treatment for about 10 years now. Never kept as a secret from anyone, but I think they don't know how much is true, they probably think I'm exagerating, even after some messed up events. But living with certain health and mental health problems for so long can damage everything, from friendships, family relations to personal goals, dreams and my own personality, and I always been talkative about how frustrated I was about leaving everything behind and f***ing everything up for so long.
sleep_dealer
when life is your enemy, death becomes your friend
- Feb 23, 2020
- 7
Even though it's been a very constant thing for me for the past months, there's only a few people close to me I'd tell that I'm inclined to die; not because of actively wanting to hide my state from them or anything, but because I don't want them to feel worried about me. I can only imagine that one would develop endless concern, dread, and worry for a person once you know that they're actively suicidal. I don't want to inflict that on anyone I care for. It sounds like a kind of cloud that just looms over everything and won't go away; I've got enough of that myself as it is. I'd also imagine that you'd just get the same sort of platitudes that you'd just hear ad nauseum from an uninformed/non-understanding viewpoint, the ones dismissive and minimizing of the core issue itself. "Don't be so down, it gets better, you got to do what you got to do, you're just whining, you're selfish," etc.
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
No. Too afraid to tell them. The potential of feeling whole and loved stopping me
JohnUK
Student
- Feb 15, 2019
- 147
Short answer is no and they won't. Besides I don't have the best relationship with them and don't really talk to them either
Lostandfound7
Just waiting....
- Jan 21, 2020
- 995
After a melt down last month, I told my close friends i was very depressed n tired of living, but they still didn't know the severity of it at the time cuz I'm good at masking n hiding the pain...
Around the same time, I told my husband cuz I couldn't contain it...he broke down crying n begged me to not do that..He started hiding all the Tylenol in the house n when I had a headache the next day, he went into a secret stash n came back with only 2 pills..lol..smdh
My mother would D.I.E. if she ever knew that I ever seriously considered ctb...
Lostandfound7
Just waiting....
- Jan 21, 2020
- 995
gnomeboy17
Specialist
- Feb 11, 2020
- 355
Too afraid to tell my parents. I don't want everything to change. They'd obviously ban internet access and remove anything that's possibly dangerous (such as sharp objects) also suicide is in a lot of films and they either wouldn't let me watch it or it would just feel very awkward. I'm already so unstable and I think a massive change caused by telling my parents would make my life so unliveable.
medicinenightmares
Member
- Jun 11, 2019
- 65
lmao yeah all of my family knows of what a wreck I am but they don't give a fuck.
SimplyTopHat
Student
- Mar 20, 2019
- 163
Aww, your husband sounds like he really cares for you. :)
&I am sorry to hear that you're feeling so low.
I feel like I can't tell anyone. My family would never hear me &my friends are moving on with their lives... who am I to lay this on them? I don't think it's fair.
Clut
Member
- Feb 28, 2020
- 68
Thank you so much, it seems like a great and supportive community.Hi! Welcome, luv!
Thank you
selfhater
Experienced
- Mar 1, 2020
- 222
Nem
Drs suck mega ass!
- Sep 3, 2018
- 1,489
Drs should executed for even prescribing any benzos, those things are proof big pharma and drs are having sex with each otherMy mom once found xanax pills and started saying that those who take such pills commit a suicide. Well, she was right... Not a joke, saying as it is
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