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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
I used to work.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Yes. Goal is before my 21st birthday which is by the end of this year, so I need to hurry up. I'm hoping the 28th or the 29th will be the day.
 
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Miro

Member
Oct 17, 2018
48
I'm in my mid/late 40s and this is about the time I plan to ctb. It shouldn't be much longer.
 
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bag.of.cats

bag.of.cats

depressed cats
Apr 10, 2018
96
Me too. I'm turning 27 in December. I want to be gone by then.
 
Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
December 29 this year. If it fails, then I'll go March 25 next year
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
End of November 2018 or Q1 of 2019. Before my 27th birthday in July.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I think 33 is as old as I 'm going to get. Before 2020 which sounds like it should be a long time away but isn't
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Yes. I've been a tax auditor for the last 13 years.

The only good thing that can be said about it is that I work mostly from home, and don't have to talk to many people. I just can't stand a regular workplace anymore.

I want to ctb before 2019 starts. I'm pursuing at least three different ctb strategies. I only need one to pan out.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
What the heck has happened here?
 
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Over it

Member
Oct 10, 2018
20
Om
Yes. I've been a tax auditor for the last 13 years.

The only good thing that can be said about it is that I work mostly from home, and don't have to talk to many people. I just can't stand a regular workplace anymore.

OMG I don't know how you do it... anything to do with numbers is a nightmare for me...
 
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Over it

Member
Oct 10, 2018
20
What the heck has happened here?
Yeah I saw the title of the thread, started reading, and got lost.. I think somehow 2 threads are combined
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
Work? Pff.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I thought I'd entered the twilight zone
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
Unfortunately im not a slave to a corporate master, but i would like to though, being in an office plantation would help me ctb faster
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
OMG I don't know how you do it... anything to do with numbers is a nightmare for me...

Numbers are good, they don't judge you, they don't ask for anything, they obey the rules.

Nevertheless, these days I have to take stimulants to be able to focus on my work, though. Or else I keep staring at those huge spreadsheets, until I give up and start reading a book. I need at the very least a caffeine pill.
 
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Over it

Member
Oct 10, 2018
20
Numbers are good, they don't judge you, they don't ask for anything, they obey the rules.

Nevertheless, these days I have to take stimulants to be able to focus on my work, though. Or else I keep staring at those huge spreadsheets, until I give up and start reading a book. I need at the very least a caffeine pill.
True! Don't get me wrong, I love excel, but not when I have to use my brain to crunch numbers...
Yep i'm the same.. mine are prescribed stimulants.. anything to keep me focused and half arsed motivated
 
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N-IsMyHope

Student
Aug 25, 2018
139
I quit my job 2 months ago because I just cant carry on anymore. Headache every single night. I will my spend my last holiday season without being stress and enjoy it for the last time.
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
I love this sudden change of topic. Makes me look like I was high on my first answer
:pfff:

I use to work. I really liked the job too. But it was temporary and when I tried to apply for a higher position there they said no. And so did everywhere else I tried applying for.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I work. And today I got so upset and suicidal because of my twatty colleague who I hate, and I had zero way of coping with it. I want to fuck off out of that job and this life. There's nothing wrong with the job itself, but the tiniest stress appears and I lose all will to live.
 
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loser41

loser41

Dangerous
Oct 17, 2018
61
I used to work, but it was driving and I didn't want to freakout because of stress and ctb during work by driving into traffic or something so I quit. I have enough saved up to last me till I officially ctb though
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
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Wtf is going on in this thread?
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
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vvvvv

vvvvv

Just call me "v" or "vee"
Oct 17, 2018
26
I worked after school from when I was 14 to when I was 21 and all my energy ran out as I wanted to focus on uni.
I've had a couple of awful jobs since then (call center, considered partial suspension with a f*ckn phone cord), but have been unemployed the last three years.

I'm actively looking for a job though, begging that money will relieve some of my worries. If not, I might at least be able to join a gun club or afford a proper, beefy rope.
 
worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Nope. I never had a real job in my life due to my severe anxiety and depression. I was awarded SSI back in 2011.
 
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samsays89

Student
Oct 4, 2018
139
For now, but I've missed a lot of days due to my mental illness. I should have been fired by now but I'm the only person in my position. It's only a matter of time until I'm let go.
 
Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
No. I wish I could still. I know the conditions of workers are terrible and nothing to be envied. I don't miss alienation from my labour either. I just wish I could work, as that is the main way someone like me can contribute and be included in this society.
 

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