Do you wish you had someone to die with?

[thecreepycanadian]

I do. I've been alone my entire life. It would just be so lovely to die with someone while holding hands, or holding each other while breathing in carbon monoxide. In my dream it's a woman I'm with, but TBH I don't think I care about the gender. Just having another human to leave this existence with, and finally experience whatever the opposite of loneliness is, even if it's brief. And then we'd meet up soon after in the afterlife

I don't know. Just writing stuff I can't ever talk about in real life

 

[dontlook]

Yes. As bad as it is, sometimes I wish my partner would commit with me. We're both struggling with so much right now and have been most of our lives. I don't know if I can keep going, but she keeps saying she wants to try. Idk what to do

 

[valium]

i think so. i've been alone basically all my life too and i'd like to connect with someone before i go. my problem is as much as i want out i'm scared and i don't want to back out and mess anyone's plans up. think i have to go alone x _ x

 

[Tuonetar_]

I mostly just want someone to hold my hand while I go.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think I'd feel more anxiety if someone was with me. Especially someone I didn't know. Like- what if one of you starts drifting off before the other and the other panics? What if one survives or, backs out? What if one turns out to be a minor when you meet? What if their motives aren't actually CTB but assault and murder? That's happened... I just think it's too risky.

The exception would be if I were able to go out via assisted suicide in a clinic. Then, I'd feel comforted to have the staff nearby in case something went wrong. Not sure I'd want a loved one with me though. I imagine they'd get upset. I would in their position- which would make me feel awful for them.

I feel kind of the reverse in a way. Like, I've been alone for most of my life. All of my life in terms of having a partner. It makes more sense to me that I would die alone too. I'm scared though, although I doubt another person could do much to comfort me.

I think there have been successful parnerships on here though. I always feel relieved for them when it sounds like it went peacefully. I hope you can find someone OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

No I really don't, actually I just want to die in peace far away from any humans, I need true permanent peace from the cruelty and suffering in this existence, ideally I wish I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I'm so tired of suffering and I'd always prefer to cease existing no matter what, non-existence is all that could ever be desirable to me.

 

[sos]

eh i dont think that i would wanna ctb with someone else, that seems more of a cruel and depressing way than to do it on your own; since your last moments will not only be about thinking and feeling suicidal, but youd also be communicating with the other person about the way & thats simply too much for your last moments

die naturally w someone else (eg a partner), yea; there are stories where partners die naturally together, or where a partner dies short after their partner has died

kind of digging the story so i wouldnt mind that

 

[lionetta12]

I do. I've been alone my entire life. It would just be so lovely to die with someone while holding hands, or holding each other while breathing in carbon monoxide. In my dream it's a woman I'm with, but TBH I don't think I care about the gender. Just having another human to leave this existence with, and finally experience whatever the opposite of loneliness is, even if it's brief. And then we'd meet up soon after in the afterlife

I don't know. Just writing stuff I can't ever talk about in real life

My answer is no