i cant watch the professionally produced stuff, weirdly makes me sad to think that the two people in the video don't love each other ??? i don't know, it doesn't make sense, I prefer amateur stuff where they're pretty intimate, honestly I find videos of people kissing hotter than actual porn, maybe I'm a total loser but I really think seeing a display of affection like that is way more of a turn on than 2 strangers fucking in white, modern house on a random couch in the middle of the room (porn set dressing leaves much to be desired). for a couple of years I couldn't watch porn without crying LOL, it made me anxious because I couldn't personally verify that both parties were totally 100% cool with having the video uploaded, I felt a lot of shame and guilt for enjoying would could possibly be someones worst nightmare come true.
i like darker stuff too, but again, cant do professionally produced, I just cant get off on it for some reason