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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
172
Had a bad week. I'm lazy piece of shit when it comes the time to do actual work, at points o don't even know what I want to do with my life honestly.

Lately I feel like I just don't meant to be alive, solely because I don't have the capability to survive on my own in this world. But killing yourself is hard and lately even when I'm feeling low, it doesn't reach to that level of "wanting to die". So I guess I'm the latter group?

But maintaining everything to stay alive is hard. Even basic self care like hygiene is hard.
 
Spiral

Spiral

Experienced
Jan 22, 2021
269
If you are feeling this bad, but you didn't reach the level of wanting to die have you considered getting some help? You can get medication and advice. If the problem is only energy and motivation, and you don't want to take drugs with bad side effects you can take Ginseng as a herbal energy booster and st Johns wort as a mood booster.
Did you see your doctor about it already?
 
J

JustAFriendlyGuy

Member
Jun 23, 2021
42
Had a bad week. I'm lazy piece of shit when it comes the time to do actual work, at points o don't even know what I want to do with my life honestly.

Lately I feel like I just don't meant to be alive, solely because I don't have the capability to survive on my own in this world. But killing yourself is hard and lately even when I'm feeling low, it doesn't reach to that level of "wanting to die". So I guess I'm the latter group?

But maintaining everything to stay alive is hard. Even basic self care like hygiene is hard.
Hey,

i know i am late but If you want to we can talk over it, i am sure there is a solution.
 

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