Bitterman1996
Student
- May 20, 2020
- 168
Had a bad week. I'm lazy piece of shit when it comes the time to do actual work, at points o don't even know what I want to do with my life honestly.
Lately I feel like I just don't meant to be alive, solely because I don't have the capability to survive on my own in this world. But killing yourself is hard and lately even when I'm feeling low, it doesn't reach to that level of "wanting to die". So I guess I'm the latter group?
But maintaining everything to stay alive is hard. Even basic self care like hygiene is hard.
Lately I feel like I just don't meant to be alive, solely because I don't have the capability to survive on my own in this world. But killing yourself is hard and lately even when I'm feeling low, it doesn't reach to that level of "wanting to die". So I guess I'm the latter group?
But maintaining everything to stay alive is hard. Even basic self care like hygiene is hard.