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groovygoober

groovygoober

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Apr 1, 2026
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I think so , objectively there are a lot of ways out of this but I just have been digging this hole for so long and I don't want to get out of it since I am not a big fan of well anyone in my life including myself even though I do love them .

I just don't see myself ever confronting this condition and I don't think anyone will ever notice it unless I explicitly cry out , it's just not on their radar because well orthodox people only believe in god and not people and their problems . I'd rather die than fight because I don't like the sun it makes me sweat too much .
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,647
I's more that I hope it's my outcome. I see it as rescuing myself from a life I find exhausting, mostly unfulfilling and increasingly painful. The bigger worry for me is either that I don't do it or, I do it but fail and have to live with even worse consequences.

I'm not sure any suicide is inevitable/ destined. Ultimately, it's still a choice we make- one we will need to bypass SI to make. For me though, I see it as my best choice.
 

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