Discussion Do you still care about your health?

[DeadlyLiving]

I have a lump in my throat for several days now and that brought me to the realization that I do not care at all if I get majorly sick or something, I have no intention of seeing a doctor. In fact, I wish I had a deadly disease so it would be easier for family to grasp and they couldn't be mad at me for dying.

It's so sad that so many young people die of cancer and can't live their life like they should, and I am here wishing I had a terminal disease and I feel bad for saying that.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I'm a little bit of both, I am trying to have my cake and eat it too, to be reckless within limits, I suppose perhaps about 63% good and 37% bad or kinda there but I get those times like you experience in apathy it seems, but have not come up against any cancer yet. *curls up*

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I have exactly the same right now, the feeling of a lump on one side of my throat and painful swallowing on that side. I guess it's just that time of year.

But no, I really don't care anymore. The funny thing is, before my mental breakdown in 2015 I was a hypochondriac, always Googling things and running to the doctor. Then at one point my brain just seemed to stop, like it had had enough of everything.

 

[agreement]

Same here, stopped taking care of me and of my health a couple of years ago.

 

[Wolfjob_dayjob]

Things that hurt or could make others sick yeah. I don't want to go out via measels or deal with a toothache if I can't make if stop, but I'm definitely lethargic about fixing them or probing for other afflictions.

But I'm doing better ish and just hanging out lately.

 

[Taylored]

I stopped caring about my health after I nearly died on medication and still deal with the consequences of it.

 

[ParamitePie]

When I was depressed and just going through the routine of life, I didn't care about my health whatsoever and did just about anything that made me feel even a little better. Now that I'm intent on dying, I'm eating healthier, exercising regularly and generally taking better care of myself. It's an interesting paradox.

 

[deflagrat]

This body is not going to last very long, I will probably get some form of dementia when I am old just like other people in my family, so it's not worth it to be careful with what you do. I avoid pain and obvious dangers, but that's it.

 

[ForestLove]

No. I jus want the illness which destroyed me to come back in full force.

 

[deathbycakes]

I have a lump in my throat for several days now and that brought me to the realization that I do not care at all if I get majorly sick or something, I have no intention of seeing a doctor. In fact, I wish I had a deadly disease so it would be easier for family to grasp and they couldn't be mad at me for dying.

It's so sad that so many young people die of cancer and can't live their life like they should, and I am here wishing I had a terminal disease and I feel bad for saying that.

i feel you, i wish i get terminal illness too ):

 

[LastDay]

I'm actually trying to get better just enough to get approved for weight loss surgery so I can not take care of myself right after and hopefully die from something.

Sounds super dumb but I can't fucking decide and aquire a suitible method. It's harder when you don't have money or a vehicle.

 

[Redt2go]

Not a single fuck

 

[Life sucks]

I completely ignored it last year and I just went this month for annoying things like flu and ear problems because of the cold and it preventing me from sleeping.

The biological body is just a troublesome thing and having to check everything is insane. I have many little things and going for every tiny detail is both time consuming and expensive. This life is absurd. I know some people got it better genetically or some care about it. But why the fuck I should be born in a biological body that have countless things I don't know about and it can hurt me and for some people can kill or make life miserable. Not to mention the countless potential hazards and side effects of literally anything you do in life.

I said fuck it and I just want to exit this life. I'm just doing some physical activity to not completely lose myself and be able to do anything including ctb. Otherwise, fuck this absurd life

 

[NumbItAll]

I still take care of myself because I would rather be healthy while I still have the misfortune of being alive. I haven't committed to suicide yet.

I completely ignored it last year and I just went this month for annoying things like flu and ear problems because of the cold and it preventing me from sleeping.

The biological body is just a troublesome thing and having to check everything is insane. I have many little things and going for every tiny detail is both time consuming and expensive. This life is absurd. I know some people got it better genetically or some care about it. But why the fuck I should be born in a biological body that have countless things I don't know about and it can hurt me and for some people can kill or make life miserable. Not to mention the countless potential hazards and side effects of literally anything you do in life.

I said fuck it and I just want to exit this life. I'm just doing some physical activity to not completely lose myself and be able to do anything including ctb. Otherwise, fuck this absurd life

Your posts always make me laugh... life sucks and is absurd.

 

[Life sucks]

I still take care of myself because I would rather be healthy while I still have the misfortune of being alive. I haven't committed to suicide yet.

Your posts always make me laugh... life sucks and is absurd.

Lol true because life is a fucking joke

 

[Help_Me]

I used to care about that not long time ago, I even gave up taking my pills, but it lasted just for 6 months and then a huge streak of panic attacks caved in. I also tried sports gym few years ago and I liked it. It did not help me, but it was pretty nice place to spend time.

 

[Vegrau]

Nope. I always hope I get incurable illness. But now it doesnt make much difference.

 

[Kyrok]

Mixed. Must deal with chronic pain in order to sit at my desk. But my personal hygiene is very sub-par. I only brush my teeth when they feel grungy (every couple days) & may go 2 weeks between a shower.

I would love a medical excuse to get out of my book contract. It is driving me nuts.