vonvonwantpeace

vonvonwantpeace

Specialist
Jul 26, 2019
331
I quit more than 5 years ago, so fuck yes I want to smoke again.
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
never have smoked. perhaps, id try it to reduce my anxiety in the near future if im alive.
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
I used to. I smoked for 15 years then I stopped because I want to die healthy.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Heavily.
I started in the army. It was literally like the American anti weed PSA videos. :pfff:
Turns out the good outweigh the bad: smokers get extra break time. The trend continues to show outside of the army too - I come to my supervisor, claim terrible cravings, and Bam! Few minutes off.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
Tried starting a few times but it didn't take.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
I just smoke once in a blue moon.
It's like meditation.
 
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Morphosis

Morphosis

Experienced
Sep 22, 2019
260
Heavily.
I started in the army. It was literally like the American anti weed PSA videos. :pfff:
Turns out the good outweigh the bad: smokers get extra break time. The trend continues to show outside of the army too - I come to my supervisor, claim terrible cravings, and Bam! Few minutes off.
Extra break time? Damn, I picked the wrong career. In my job smoking was a dismissable offence. I did think I should've been entitled on my (unpaid) break though. As long as I didn't come back in smelling like an ashtray. I once got reported for leaving my ecig charging in the staff room but it was my only way to get through 14hr shifts.
I smoke like a chimney.
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
I smoked from age 16 to 25.. gave it up in July this year, haven't had one since.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Extra break time? Damn, I picked the wrong career. In my job smoking was a dismissable offence. I did think I should've been entitled on my (unpaid) break though. As long as I didn't come back in smelling like an ashtray. I once got reported for leaving my ecig charging in the staff room but it was my only way to get through 14hr shifts.
I smoke like a chimney.
Nah, it's not like extra minutes of break time. Sort of. I need to position my request for ciggie break just right and act like I'm about to die. Even then, one of the two possible responses are either "as long as super supervisor doesn't notice" or just a no. It's not guaranteed. And I have to hide like I'm shooting heroin, or something. About 60-70% of the time it's a "as long as super supervisor doesn't notice", though, assuming I'm about in the middle of the last two breaks.
Once "super supervisor" goes home, though, it's free game for everyone.
 
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Boonks

Boonks

Lowlife
Mar 2, 2019
236
Oh yeah. Every 15 minutes. ;(

I'm stocking up on lozenges and (*Apple Cinnamon) Neocitrans n shits.
Heavily.
I started in the army. It was literally like the American anti weed PSA videos. :pfff:
Turns out the good outweigh the bad: smokers get extra break time. The trend continues to show outside of the army too - I come to my supervisor, claim terrible cravings, and Bam! Few minutes off.
It was like that when I was a "Server Assistant" - needed smoking as an excuse to gtfo because we didn't get breaks otherwise. Everyone sympathized with smoking addiction, lol, so they was kool.
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Never even tried tbh.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
I never took to smoking. It seems really expensive.
 
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wildmoon

Member
Aug 19, 2019
79
I quit more than 5 years ago, so fuck yes I want to smoke again.
Me too . I quit around 15 years ago but really have compulsions every now and then and the odd cheeky roll-up every few months or so.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Like a chimney.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I smoke a pack a day. Surprisingly, with all the assholes I deal with every day, I don't smoke a carton a day.
 
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sammii

sammii

I have no idea what I’m doing.
Oct 9, 2019
221
I started smoking in my teens and since my mental health has got worse I've been smoking more and more, really should cut down at some point. Not planning on it rn though.
I never took to smoking. It seems really expensive.
It is :eh: helps with my anxiety though
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
A lot
 
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malummo

Student
Jul 15, 2019
119
over a 20 years now. a lot. if i let my blood someone near me they would be poisoned with carbon monoxide
 
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Bagger

Bagger

Stressful
Jun 18, 2019
331
Heavy, even more when I'm in my worst. One after another, to the point my fingers were brown. Now I moved to vaping. At least taste is better, and I can put as much nicotine as I want (which is insane as much as possible amount).
 
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JustHeckinKillMe

JustHeckinKillMe

Cool I'm dead
Sep 26, 2019
122
Smoking while reading this
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
I packed in when my mom died of lung cancer due to smoking but I want to try and spoke CBD oil
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,722
I have tried a cigarette once when I was in college, just to get a feeling and taste for what it is. Other than that, I don't consider myself a smoker (someone who regularly smokes).
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
why you gave it up?
Was starting to give me really bad headaches out of nowhere, it got to the point every time I had a cigarette I was getting an awful headache so I just stopped one day and the headaches stopped too.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Just weed, although ecigs are appealing, too bad they want to ban it. The stench was the part that turned me off mostly. The coughing issue that I've seen.
 
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DownFall

Member
Aug 23, 2019
13
Yes, about a pack a day. Health means nothing to me so why stop? Every scare message I read from cigs is a plus for me.
 
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Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
I smoke, hasn't killed me yet. I drink, hasn't killed me yet. The reason why I came to this board was to find something that would kill me.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
I used to smoke, gave it up, and he'll yeah, when my time comes I will have some fags again.
 
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kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
I vape sometimes and smoke weed. There is a temporary ban where I live banning flavored vape juice.
 
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