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wait-bus-stop

Member
Feb 5, 2023
90
I am not sure.

There is a side of me that would just like to disappear and another side that wants to go out in blazing glory.
 
Yahwa

Yahwa

씨발년
Mar 28, 2023
82
I feel conflicted about this too, but I feel like it would be harsher on my family and friends to never know what happened to me, and I don't want them to spend the rest of their lives wondering if I just kms, disappeared, or just moved to another country to ghost them all. So for a while I've thought about recording a video on my last day and post it in my Instagram story, that I'd also put in my highlights so it doesn't disappear. But I don't want for my body to be recovered though, so I'll just reassure them saying I went peacefully but would leave out where I am etc
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,156
I'm not quite sure what is meant by a goodbye string, but I'm assuming it's whether you want others to be aware of your death or not. For me personally, I do like the sound of completely disappearing but I would write notes to those left behind to say that death is really what I wanted.
 
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wait-bus-stop

Member
Feb 5, 2023
90
I am torn. Sometimes I wonder if it is just a delaying tactic and if it's better just to get right to business and CTB
I'm not quite sure what is meant by a goodbye string,
The good byes you see sometimes. Maybe I am just using the wrong words.
 
LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
I am torn. Sometimes I wonder if it is just a delaying tactic and if it's better just to get right to business and CTB

The good byes you see sometimes. Maybe I am just using the wrong words.
Oh, you mean the goodbye threads people post in here? Yes, I plan to do one.
 
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CellarBoy

CellarBoy

Zarathustra Reborn
Mar 23, 2023
93
Probably. It depends on if it goes to plan.
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
489
String vs Thread. Lol. ESL?

Edit:
It was edited to "goodbye THREAD".
 
m1v

m1v

my impermanence
Feb 27, 2023
158
A farewell thread? I feel like thanking the people in here who helped you find the ideal method for you and just made you feel like you belonged somewhere. That's worth leaving a couple of words to them. Personally, making one a few days before catching the bus would make me feel complete. I'm concluding my life.
As for my family, nothing. My room has everything they need to know. I've got a shit ton of books filled with answers to why I decided to finalize my life. Either archive my room or make it completely disappear.​
 

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