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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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Beauty in life is a iffy one, see life is a gamble it's either really good or so shitty we wish to die, I find beauty in nature but also find it depressing, yesterday I had to bury a magpie. Life is how you wanna view it, it's like art, it's what you take out of it
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Everything about this world disgusts me now. Nature is a violent predatory system. Society is a prison for the mind. Existence is pointless and meaningless.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
beauty is only skin deep, but on the inside it's ugly, most are ugly on the outside too
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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There's both. I find the natural landscape beautiful. But it can be brutal as well. Even in human culture, there is good and bad. I'm too cynical towards our race though to see that much beauty there.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
There is beautiful things in this world. But humans are way too ugly selfish and horrible to stay here. Simple.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,236
Existence disgusts me personally, I view it as being a tragic, horrific mistake. Existence is just endless suffering and senseless cruelty all for no purpose with no deeper reason behind it, it's just worthless and meaningless, I despise how harmful existence truly is. I only see beauty in permanent nothingness, only nothingness is the acceptable state to me, to me it's always preferable to not exist as there are no disadvantages to being completely unaware and nobody can be harmed by not existing. Death is the only relief for me.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
There are both sides and it's a subjective experience how someone experiences their lives. I'd say there is beauty in life but life can also be extremly ugly.
 
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sincerely dead

sincerely dead

It's not me, it's you
Jun 17, 2023
318
Sure, of course there is beauty in life. Overall I think I am a pretty optimistic person and can mostly focus on the glass being half full. I don't want to CTB nor do I find peace in the idea entirely. However, from a realistic perspective I'm slowly learning to accept that that is the best option for both myself and those around me. I don't say that in a "pick me" way, but in the most sincere way possible. I know that my life is unfortunately purely a burden on everyone around me. And I think that the ugliness in this world is that a human being can get stuck in such an extremely awful situation and that some situations seemingly have no way out.
 
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