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Aolelife

Member
Sep 24, 2019
19
Eating. Masturbating, although it is not nearly as satisfying as it used to be when I was younger. The two hours every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday that I teach my class and interact with my students. My students telling me that I have helped them improve and feel better about their work. Actively planning my suicide. I look forward to these things every day.
 
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clownangel

clownangel

Student
Sep 25, 2019
122
Sleep & dreaming. Coffee & morning smokes too.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Just my cats greeting me with their love. I will be sad to say goodbye to them when the time comes.

My cats and music provide most of my motivation for staying alive and generating income.
 
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Mistry420

Mistry420

I don’t even like rollercoasters
Feb 11, 2020
60
Do little video covers of your favourite songs, spontaneous, even start an anonymous tik tok or insta x
 
porfin1234

porfin1234

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
476
Singing. Talking to a particular person. Dancing when I let myself. That's it now.
 
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Jessamine

Specialist
Oct 28, 2019
352
Driving very fast while listening to loud music
 
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Mistry420

Mistry420

I don’t even like rollercoasters
Feb 11, 2020
60
Driving very fast while listening to loud music
I like do a music video/karoeke while I'm driving defo fills up some void of mine
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Going to bed.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Yes! Going to bed. Also seeing my puppy after work.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
Being dead. Sounds pretty dope compared to the pile of shit that is my life.
 
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Deleted member 1768

Enlightened
Aug 15, 2018
1,107
Getting the housework done...smile. I can never finish it completely, but every night I make a list of everything that needs to be done, and every day I do what I can, scratch them of the list and pat myself on the back for what I have accomplished while commiserating with myself for what I have yet to do...A microcosm of living.
 
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Maksimka Ai

Maksimka Ai

Broken
Apr 26, 2019
36
That tomorrow will not come and I will die
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Sleeping is pretty nice, dreams too
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
Sleep and yummy snacks. Weed also, but is more to sedate my overactive thoughts than a source of pleasure.
 
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S1mpleme

Mage
Dec 27, 2019
517
Unfortunately I have to eat, sleep, go to the restroom, breathe and other human things, such meaningless.
 
paroxyical

paroxyical

you dont have to understand to accept.
Feb 15, 2020
149
I dread going to sleep because I dread waking up.

Yes this is exactly how I feel. I want to be asleep to escape the pain of being conscious. But sleeping makes tomorrow come quicker. And I am too scared and depressed about waking up. It's horrible.
 
C14

C14

I like you :)
Sep 23, 2018
44
Chess. I am addicted I think, although I suck. I can't bring myself to do the tasks I need to make life liveable.

At least it is more socially acceptable than counter strike.
 
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Indieblue

Experienced
Feb 10, 2020
204
I strangely don't feel like i want to do something anymore. There used to be regrets about not being able to do something anymore after i die, but nowadays i feel like i don't mind not doing it.
 

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