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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Due to a situation i've had to postpone ctb for a couple months so i'll have to spend another summer like a roast chicken. I've thought about renting an airbnb with a pool but i don't know what to do. Life without social relations is so dull.

Do you have any plans?
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
Not really, I plan on ctb by the start of the summer, if not during the summer
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
i plan to ctb by then haha
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
Killing the bitch in your pfp.
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Having sexual intercourse
 
HyperdimensionLoser

HyperdimensionLoser

sleepy forever
Apr 29, 2023
24
Killing the bitch in your pfp.
sephiroth is that you?

anyways I guess I plan on trying to (hopefully) get a driver's license and job so I could finally find some fulfillment in life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,843
Sadly, I doubt by that point I will be finally free from the hell that is existing, so I will still be trapped in this cycle of pointless suffering, just waiting around to die. It's sad how something so ideal as permanently not existing feels like such a distance away, I think that summer is the worst time of year as the warmer weather makes existing more unbearable.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
Ill be dead before summer hits. Ill be dead this month or next month.
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
426
I do. I want to go camping and possibly die then.
I'm so heartbroken, too. I want to live a normal life. Taylor, if you ever read this, I love you with all my heart and I miss you.
 
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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
520
Only the 3 days hike I did last year for the first time. But I doubt I will partake.
 
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GreyCTB

GreyCTB

Student
Aug 26, 2022
121
Probably using a good portion of the money I made recently to go hiking in a faraway country. I could really use some time and silence around me to come to my senses and think about everything
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,164
Work, work and more work. It keeps me sane.
 
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endofafoxtwo

endofafoxtwo

silly red fox guy
May 1, 2023
151
my summer will be spent waiting until winter which is the latest I plan to ctb.
I'll probably just do a bunch of drugs and sleep in the meanwhile. Maybe go out and do stuff in the bush if I am ever feeling sufficiently good or sufficiently bad.
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
87
I'm planning on going to see Ice Nine Kills and Falling in Reverse live in July, afterwards I basically have nothing else besides getting my affairs in orders before CTB.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Yeah. These are my last days. I'm going to enjoy them. Travel. Fine dining. Art. Music. Just being the person I never got to be. I've planned everything and I am at a place of peace. I'm going to enjoy my last days in this life. My self-termination is soon.
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
426
I do. Getting back in decent shape, mostly. If I'm gonna CTB, I want to at least look decent when doing it.
 
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borderline-feline

borderline-feline

Constantly Sleepy Catgirl
Dec 28, 2022
646
Probably nothing special. I hate summer. The weather is unbearable, and everything is sticky and covered in bugs.

I think I'll just be playing Kingdom Hearts and Zelda through the summer.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
sephiroth is that you?

anyways I guess I plan on trying to (hopefully) get a driver's license and job so I could finally find some fulfillment in life.

Ha ha. No actually someone far out. Just wait. it's part of the reason, I kinda wanna see it this game happen.
If only he had zack pfp or literally anyone else it would be fine.
 

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