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happylilsht

happylilsht

Member
Jan 23, 2021
59
Do you have some goals or things you want to do before catching the bus?
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
None at all
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
LOL. I thought CTB WAS the last goal!? ❤
 
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highndry

highndry

Member
Jan 23, 2021
44
Do you have some goals or things you want to do before catching the bus?
this sounds stupid but last year I recorded some songs, but only rough vocals... I'd like to get them finished but not looking likely...
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
My last goal was to leave my apologies with goodbye letters and relieve my loved ones of me being a burden on them and this life being a burden on me. Before that? I've tried the best I can to help people so they dont feel so lost in this world. I wish I felt like I had the energy to keep going and continue that.

I saw it...




Yes. I have been for the last 6 months to a year. I have been treating all my meals like last meals. I have been treating all my moments like last moments. I have called a few friends and tried to talk to them one last few times. I have gone to places I've never walked and done a few other last things. I can't afford a "bucket list" so I have been doing what I can.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Very unlikely but, VISIT JAPAN!!
 
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Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
None
 
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MYStERY_Man

MYStERY_Man

The 't' is silent
Jul 15, 2020
225
A few years back I had one thing: I wanted to watch the end of Game of Thrones. Look how that turned out...

I guess there are things I want to do, though. I just had dinner, so I wanted that. I'm seeing a therapist and I haven't quit my job (yet), so I want these. I keep dreaming about abandoning everything to get another degree, so I want that (to keep dreaming, I mean. I don't know if I actually want to go through the trouble). But my wills are very volatile and I don't see me anchoring myself to any of them.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
Yes, but I'm thinking about ditching them in favor of catching the bus early.
 
Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
I know that it may be seem futile to set a goal before CTBing but my one goal is to find peace with what my life is...which a flaming trash can of failed opportunities and regret that no amount of anything will be able to undo
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Not really. Make one last ditch effort to get back the one thing that made me love life, but, other than that, why? No point really. Everything in my life is either trivial or a massive failure so, yeah, I am not going to try and screw something else up before I go. Did enough damage already.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,595
Finish a list of video games, Netflix shows and books. Besides those there are no other goals - except for successfully dying.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
A couple, yes, that's why I haven't done it yet. But even those are just things that were already started, things I want to see through completion. And even those are variations on a theme, so to speak, of things I've already done, so if I didn't finish them, no big difference. But I'm a completist. But after that, I don't want to start any new things to keep going.
 
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electrojellysoup

electrojellysoup

Member
Apr 19, 2021
43
Not really. I've never understood the concept of bucket lists or last goals as you say. I would probably only say stuff that will make it easier for other people in my life who will continue to live. Like a will or tidying up my things. But goals for me personally? Not exactly going to matter after I'm dead lol
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,237
Just to plan the best way out. Goals and accomplishments do not matter in this life. Everything is erased by death. I feel like humans try to do stuff to distract them from their inevitable fate.
 
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brokenwaves

brokenwaves

i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
Feb 19, 2021
118
sit by the sea one last time. maybe rewatch some of my favourite films/tv shows
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
yeah, suicide note haha
 
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Lucifer'sRight

Lucifer'sRight

Experienced
Feb 4, 2020
256
watch all episodes of daria.
 
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aeri

aeri

𑁍ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵖʳⁱⁿᶜᵉˢˢ
Jan 29, 2020
135
kinda dumb but I just wanna entirely finish Omori

and I'd also like to compose a requiem! use it as a kinda suicide note
 
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nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2021
497
kinda dumb but I just wanna entirely finish Omori

and I'd also like to compose a requiem! use it as a kinda suicide note
Happy to find another Omori player here. I'm also hoping to finish the game.

My 'major' goal besides is to sit for finals. Once I do that, I won't have any obligations to anyone. I'll be able to leave without feeling like I didn't do something I promised.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,784
Gain muscle and lose fat, get and maintain a job, beat someone up in Minecraft.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
To lose my virginity (it will most likely be by a prostitute or escort).
 

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