waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
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I smoke it not just for fun, it makes me feel better these days :)
I haven't smoked weed yet, shall I go smoke some right now? I'll let you pick today
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
Positive:
-My university is the only one so far in my country that has passed all of the students and refunded our tuition fees. Which means no requirements to be submitted for class because we'll just be marked as passed anyways.
-For some reason I've become more motivated to do the things that I should be doing but I didn't do, such as practicing art.
-Flexible sleeping schedule. :wink:
-No need to worry about looking good.

Negative:
-I miss going to school. Not studying, but the environment. I miss walking with my wireless earphones on while listening to the same album on repeat to the library. Heck I miss the library the most, that's where me and my special person hang around.
-I miss seeing my special person face to face.
-Can't go out to buy anime merch.
-Sometimes I feel the loneliness getting the better of me.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Positive:
-My university is the only one so far in my country that has passed all of the students and refunded our tuition fees. Which means no requirements to be submitted for class because we'll just be marked as passed anyways.
-For some reason I've become more motivated to do the things that I should be doing but I didn't do, such as practicing art.
-Flexible sleeping schedule. :wink:
-No need to worry about looking good.

Negative:
-I miss going to school. Not studying, but the environment. I miss walking with my wireless earphones on while listening to the same album on repeat to the library. Heck I miss the library the most, that's where me and my special person hang around.
-I miss seeing my special person face to face.
-Can't go out to buy anime merch.
-Sometimes I feel the loneliness getting the better of me.
That's nice that you have the motivation to practice art. I can't seems to find the mmotivation to.
You can't buy anime merch from online?
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
That's nice that you have the motivation to practice art. I can't seems to find the mmotivation to.
You can't buy anime merch from online?
There's an anime store near my house where I buy. I've heard that they stopped their shipping operations due to the lockdown, sadly. I buy from there because I know that they're a reliable reseller. As for overseas shipping it's gonna be hard cause of the travel restrictions.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
We are in lockdown in the UK.

I'm always home anyway so it's not changed much, just the kids are at home 24/7 so no CTB opportunity.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
There's an anime store near my house where I buy. I've heard that they stopped their shipping operations due to the lockdown, sadly. I buy from there because I know that they're a reliable reseller. As for overseas shipping it's gonna be hard cause of the travel restrictions.
Wow there's anime store near your house. That's nice. I buy them from online so it isn't really an issue. There's travel restriction now in country due to the virus?
We are in lockdown in the UK.

I'm always home anyway so it's not changed much, just the kids are at home 24/7 so no CTB opportunity.
It is hard to ctb due to lock down.

No way to book a hotel room....
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
Wow there's anime store near your house. That's nice. I buy them from online so it isn't really an issue. There's travel restriction now in country due to the virus?
Yep. The lockdown in my country was supposed to be at the end of the month but it might last until June or even much later than that if they're too lax with dealing with things. People here aren't doing so well.
 
StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Yep. The lockdown in my country was supposed to be at the end of the month but it might last until June or even much later than that if they're too lax with dealing with things. People here aren't doing so well.
I see. Hope things will get better soon though it seems really hard for most countries
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Absolute lockdown is over, although I'm expecting another one in two days. No official news about it, but it feels like it'll happen.
It was literally illegal to exist outside of your home.
The problem: a school's bathroom is roughly x1.5, if not x2 of my apartment.
Another problem: I'm addicted to walking. It sounds stupid. It IS stupid. I do 30km on an average day. IIRC the average human walking speed is 4km. I walk 7.5 hours a day.
I spent those two days exploring the newly dead city. It was dangerous because there was a fine for existing outside of roughly 1200$.
And cops, obviously, hunting for people. Splinter Cell suddenly turned real.
But yeah, I lost my goddamn mind.
 
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wanderinglost

wanderinglost

Member
Mar 22, 2020
77
Positive:
-My university is the only one so far in my country that has passed all of the students and refunded our tuition fees. Which means no requirements to be submitted for class because we'll just be marked as passed anyways.
-For some reason I've become more motivated to do the things that I should be doing but I didn't do, such as practicing art.
-Flexible sleeping schedule. :wink:
-No need to worry about looking good.

Negative:
-I miss going to school. Not studying, but the environment. I miss walking with my wireless earphones on while listening to the same album on repeat to the library. Heck I miss the library the most, that's where me and my special person hang around.
-I miss seeing my special person face to face.
-Can't go out to buy anime merch.
-Sometimes I feel the loneliness getting the better of me.
That Uni news is fabulous and I would be grinning like a cheshire cat
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
There are only a few cities in my country that are not in quarantine, however, people are not respecting the rules and treating the situation as if it's a vacation. Nothing changed in my life, I've been locked inside for a long while. The only difference is now I have to endure people complaining about being home like it's the end of the world.
 
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wanderinglost

wanderinglost

Member
Mar 22, 2020
77
We are in lockdown in the UK.

I'm always home anyway so it's not changed much, just the kids are at home 24/7 so no CTB opportunity.
Same here but the guys in the house are going in and out all day and night and bbq party next door with a shit ton of my neighbours friends, cheers lads lol if you give me any virus I will kill you before it does. My death will be by my hand, and when I am ready... You can only tell them once.
I cannot force them. I even slipped out of the back garden for a run to a place nobody goes but it has a lot of trees also to hide you and a little babbling brook I sat and listened to the water and trees the air smelled so good but I will stick to once a day until I go mad
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
it's affected me badly, besides the fact I should be fucking dead already. My work has slowed right down to almost goddamn Jesus fucking Christ nothing (had to add the expletives) and I'm basically looking at bankruptcy. A friend knows I'm going to end my life and I'm just trying to get F since I think my sn has lost potency and don't want to survive anything at this point
Peace/hugs
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Yes there's a lockdown here, hasn't effected me much as i don't have much of a life anyway. it's effected some people i know who used to be out and about a lot. i still take my dog out once a day and see the same faces but i cross the street when i see them. the distance learning degree course i'm doing has decided to assess some of the modules without all of the required course work and end early, no refund in fee's though.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
We are in lockdown in the UK.

I'm always home anyway so it's not changed much, just the kids are at home 24/7 so no CTB opportunity.

Same here. Though i do miss random walks, im slowly turning into mermaid with the size of my thighs now I'm not walking

Im also struggling with being around people 24/7, which is odd as sometimes i feel lonlier then when am when no one is here, if that even makes any sense?

I want this over with, but just read that its going to pushed on to a longer lock down from thurs ffs
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Same here. Though i do miss random walks, im slowly turning into mermaid with the size of my thighs now I'm not walking

Im also struggling with being around people 24/7, which is odd as sometimes i feel lonlier then when am when no one is here, if that even makes any sense?

I want this over with, but just read that its going to pushed on to a longer lock down from thurs ffs
It totally make sense for me at least. You are surrounded with people who don't even care/ understand you makes you feel lonely.

Wish it will be over soon but the cases are increasing at my side, how about yours ?
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
UK its over 10k now averaging 700 per day deaths,

I am currently watching my neighbours have a mothers meeting out front, with kids and everyone interacting, its selfish pricks like these that push this on further
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
UK its over 10k now averaging 700 per day deaths,

I am currently watching my neighbours have a mothers meeting out front, with kids and everyone interacting, its selfish pricks like these that push this on further

It is sad how we cant do anything to people who don't give a shit make things worse for us.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
It is sad how we cant do anything to people who don't give a shit make things worse for us.

reported them but doubt that will do anything, I just wana go throw a huge bucket of water over the fuckers
 
StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
reported them but doubt that will do anything, I just wana go throw a huge bucket of water over the fuckers
Don't think you can do that because it will be harder to deal with them later...
reported them but doubt that will do anything, I just wana go throw a huge bucket of water over the fuckers
Don't think you can do that because it will be harder to deal with them later...
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
Don't think you can do that because it will be harder to deal with them later...

Don't think you can do that because it will be harder to deal with them later...


damn spoilig my fu :(
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Ah, damn it! Lockdown from 15:00 till Thursday morning!
I can legitimately blame the Jewish for this: major holiday (or end of one, rather), so they want to party hard, meaning massive gatherings.
To clarify, this is not a call for hating the Jewish people, it's a statement of fact - end of Passover requires a massive party by tradition. A massive party would be bad. The government understands this and wants to minimize damages. I do not hate Jewish people.
 
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Moreofthesamepain

Moreofthesamepain

Member
Apr 25, 2020
40
Put me out of business and my employees who I adore out of jobs.. i may have to close for good and declare bankruptcy. I will walk away with nothing,, not even my car. It's increasing my thoughts of ctb enormously because of these reasons and I can't pay my debts. Its heartbreaking and I have mdd and anxiety already and have had for years. Been considering ctb since 2007...this is pushing me closer but I'm trying to make it for family.
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
Lockdown now for about 4 or 6 weeks. I'm not proud to say I'm not handling it at all.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
I live in the southern part of the UK. We are in lockdown just like the rest of the country but it hasn't really impacted me much. I didn't go out all that much anyway and I don't mind queueing for things. It's helped me not spend so much money as well with most shops being closed.
 

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