Discussion Do you have a CTB playlist?

[TheSource]

I haven't been able to listen to music for a while. Any time any music turns on, I feel "plagued by afflictions" for a lack of better wording.

I love music. It's weird to feel like I have to be without it, lest my depression and suicidal thoughts get worse. It's been weeks since I've been able to turn on a song without having a mental breakdown. I have to hide it when I'm around other people listening to their music.

I made a playlist to listen to as I CTB. They're mostly death related; some angsty, some peaceful. I just want to be able to enjoy music one last time before I go.

 

[HappyForever?]

Probably those songs that remind me of why I'm lying alone preparing to die.

 

[nucleosidal]

not a playlist but ive just been listening to a song called NERUOK over and over to get me into the mindset i need to be in and what I hope the effects to be on others

 

[ThisUnrest]

I haven't been able to listen to music for a while

Me too. Everything I used to love so much reminds me of my dead husband and makes me too sad now. Music was such a huge part of our lives and shared memories.

 

[nofunclub]

I think I'll probably listen to my favorite band… not because it's like, good CTB music, but so I can try to find comfort in music that feels like home.

 

[TheSource]

I CAN'T BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT TO PUT "O.D." BY POLYPHIA ON MY PLAYLIST

 

[outrider567]

Music is dead to me now