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Sheeanabrugh

Sheeanabrugh

Tired and in pain
Aug 19, 2024
30
I've been thinking about the things I want to do before I go. I don't really have much, All the things I really want to do are inaccessible to the disabled. There are a few TV shows/books/games that I couldn't live with myself if I didn't read/watch/play before I die.
I want to go to at least one convention. And leave my hell hole of a state at least for a day. I'd love to fall in love with somebody, but that one may be a bit out of reach for me.
 
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EG1141

EG1141

Member
Aug 12, 2024
81
I'd love to experience love from someone.
 
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Lostandlooking

In limbo
Jul 23, 2020
488
Nah, I don't have a bucket list. I just don't have any goals, except for getting through day to day life while managing my symptoms. Trying to manage pain and anxiety is enough. But then again, I experienced lots of things, but too much of it left me disillusioned. So that might be a reason why I'm not interested in new experiences.

If you have some things on your bucket list, that's great! Go for it! And I wish the experiences give you a sense of joy, accomplishment or anything that you wished to gain from the experience. :heart:
 
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Anarcholoser

Anarcholoser

patron saint of denial
Jan 8, 2021
38
I plan on CTB within this next week, so I don't have much time to accomplish a lot of big bucket list items. Probably just going to indulge in some luxuries like fancy soap, good music, and desserts. I am also disabled and can barely leave the house as is, so the "little things" will have to suffice.
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
4,942
To kick it like ronaldo
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
I have a long bucket list from before I became anhedonic. Now that the anhedonia has eaten me up completely, there is nothing on that bucket list that I want to do. I just want to ctb, that's what on my new bucket list lol.

I am kind of sad though that I won't be here to watch the third season of House of the Dragon :)
 
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Sheeanabrugh

Sheeanabrugh

Tired and in pain
Aug 19, 2024
30
I have a long bucket list from before I became anhedonic. Now that the anhedonia has eaten me up completely, there is nothing on that bucket list that I want to do. I just want to ctb, that's what on my new bucket list lol.

I am kind of sad though that I won't be here to watch the third season of House of the Dragon :)
I'm about the same. My bucket list got cut down so far due to disabilities but I have a couple thing I still want to do
 
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noname37

Student
Sep 10, 2024
100
Honestly not really at this point lol. Always wanted to be an artist or something but the time for that is long gone unfortunately
 
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VoidedExistence

Student
Dec 6, 2023
105
I just want to die. There are things I want but they are not bucket lists. Just broken promises and crushed dreams.
 
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11April

11April

11.04.2015 ❤️
Jan 9, 2023
90
What is achievable: I just want to see one person one last time.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

âśż
Oct 9, 2022
1,716
I used to. Now I can't be bothered. I just want to die
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
I'm pretty much done at this point. I wanted to eat at this Japanese restaurant but the distance has kept me off.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,141
Only to die in peace and never exist again, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, I just wish and hope for eternal nothingness where all is forgotten about and I cannot experience anything anymore, to me permanent non-existence is all that's desirable.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I can't think of anything that I want to do tbh
 
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SteamaHorns

SteamaHorns

Member
Aug 2, 2024
88
Watch a few animes that I've been putting off for years, get rid of my sentimentally important posessions, and make sure my last friend has adequate relationships to be okay without me. Ideally write a book, urbex, and maybe do a cursed ritual but I know I won't have the energy to do them.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
To find the best way to kick my bucket.
 
locust

locust

Member
Sep 12, 2024
5
i really want to go somewhere with a lot of snow everywhere and a big open space. like just being in that vast cold white untouched space with the stars.
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
247
Only to die in peace and never exist again, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, I just wish and hope for eternal nothingness where all is forgotten about and I cannot experience anything anymore, to me permanent non-existence is all that's desirable.
This.
 

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