Discussion Do you find that your suicidal tendencies allow you to be reckless

[muffin222]

They used to. I used to get drunk with strangers, drive recklessly (speeding), hitchhike alone, get blackout drunk at times at parties, etc. I just didn't care. Then, one day disaster struck and I realized how quickly shit can hit the fan, so to say. I realized I didn't want to go out like that, so I've massively chilled out with my antics

 

[Pryras]

To an extent, yes. My self worth was at its lowest last week and I was about to insert myself into a Fucked up situation just to see if I could make it any lower than it already was. Something stopped me from going through with it (probably fear) and I went back home.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

Most definitely. Been doing drugs, been with various people. Trying to feel anything and, through it all, feel absolutely nothing.