For me it's kind of different. I'm a cosplayer with a fair few followers. I have people who love me, or at least my image, but no one who likes me. The real me.
5"3' male with a boring personality, no confidence, and a few mental illnesses. I was doomed from the start. I got over it eventually but every once in a while I feel extremely lonely.
This is one of the main reasons life is worth living imo: being loved and share your life with anothers humans beings through your life in a affective/sexual dimension.
Do you get this feeling that you will never be able to experience this whole thing?
I experienced it with a high school lover but have since grown a hatred and darkside for myself and don't think anyone deserves to deal with my facades. The only way I'll truly love again is if I find someone completely non judgemental and/or just as fucked up as me
For me it's kind of different. I'm a cosplayer with a fair few followers. I have people who love me, or at least my image, but no one who likes me. The real me.
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