Do you feel you never had any luck?

[seamus]

I think my whole life I've been cursed, its like I've been here before and I'm being punished for a past life. Teachers always picked on me, in a public situation when I don't want my name called it always is, when there's four friends being bad I'm always the one who is caught, my father didn't like me because I don't think he was my father, my mother always took my brothers side in anything all my life, everything I ever said to my mother she contradicted me so I thought I was always wrong, when my mother left the home for a meal with her friends my father completely changed and was a nasty person towards me, he made it quite obvious that my brother was his favourite I hate my father and never went to his funeral. But all my life I've had bad 'luck' and the older I get it doesn't change every year something more comes along that I have to deal with but not normal life hikcups I've nearly died a few times but I think I'm still here to suffer more

 

[motel rooms]

 

[seamus]

What's your point are you making fun of me?

 

[motel rooms]

What's your point are you making fun of me?

I'm making fun of myself...

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like I have been cursed as well. The way I see it, my existence is just one big mistake, I believe I never should have been born. A lot of the negative things that have happened to me have been completely out of my control and there is nothing I could have done to prevent them. Things have gotten worse over the years. I have always had bad luck, things have always went wrong for me. The way I see it, life is mostly just suffering. I am looking forward to non existence, I am so tired of this.

 

[Jumping_realms]

Maybe sporadic minor luck here and there, but over all, it's been a pretty unlucky life.

 

[CatTheBus5689]

I'm just lucky enough to where I hesitated on my decision to ctb.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

I am sorry for the experiences you have endured and I relate to the way you feel as a result.

Life itself is a giant, fucked up, involuntary lottery. We have no control over who our parents are. We have no control over what social class we are born into. We have no control over any genetic predispositions we may possess. We are simply thrust into the world, with a roll of the dice, and the circumstances of our early existence are either favourable, unfortunate or a combination of the two. And the lottery results remain with us, like permanent ink that can never be washed away, for as long as we live.

Those of us who lose catastrophically and are dealt a particularly bad hand are forced to face the dire consequences of this, while our far more fortunate peers pontificate that we must make the best of what we have, that we must persevere and preserve this "precious" life, that we must be resilient and trudge on.

For those of us who are especially ill-fated, this is a slap in the face. When one has been cursed with such circumstances, climbing out of that hole is a gargantuan goal, and it can often feel as though it is only ever getting deeper and more impossible to crawl out of, no matter what we do. I am sorry you have been forced to suffer. It's not your fault and you didn't deserve it. It's life, and it's a cruel, ruthless force indeed.

 

[Jblack]

I have always had luck, bad luck but it was luck.

 

[Phosphophyllite]

I feel you. The suffering compounds when you have so many problems out of your control.

 

[one.way.out]

I'm not entirely stupid. I'm just very, very socially inept, and that;s making me miserable.

 

[ClownMe]

Definetly, i cant remember the last time something went right for me.

 

[seamus]

I'm making fun of myself...

ok sorry just with my life experiences I don't trust people and think people are tribes and am a loner so over the years I've noticed I take up people wrong and just see the dark. I thought the screAming lady was a dig at me opening up when I'd a few beers sorry again

 

[seamus]

I am sorry for the experiences you have endured and I relate to the way you feel as a result.

Life itself is a giant, fucked up, involuntary lottery. We have no control over who our parents are. We have no control over what social class we are born into. We have no control over any genetic predispositions we may possess. We are simply thrust into the world, with a roll of the dice, and the circumstances of our early existence are either favourable, unfortunate or a combination of the two. And the lottery results remain with us, like permanent ink that can never be washed away, for as long as we live.

Those of us who lose catastrophically and are dealt a particularly bad hand are forced to face the dire consequences of this, while our far more fortunate peers pontificate that we must make the best of what we have, that we must persevere and preserve this "precious" life, that we must be resilient and trudge on.

For those of us who are especially ill-fated, this is a slap in the face. When one has been cursed with such circumstances, climbing out of that hole is a gargantuan goal, and it can often feel as though it is only ever getting deeper and more impossible to crawl out of, no matter what we do. I am sorry you have been forced to suffer. It's not your fault and you didn't deserve it. It's life, and it's a cruel, ruthless force indeed.

Beautifully said Thank You