Sundayafternoon
Cosmic panic
- May 18, 2018
- 394
every time i visit this site i feel shame and regret reading and thinking about this
but i also feel the same shame and regret-even more when i go in the world outside knowing that the way i see it now-my reality is just a fragment of what i was just a few months ago
both ways i feel stupid and fooled and fucked up by myself every day and feel quilt,shame and regret about it
even friends when we are outside are asking me whats wrong with u,i guess i just have that hopeless look in me which i never had :/
I feel shame for almost turning my back on this site. Everyone here has a common bond.
I can't tell you how to feel but my hope is that you'll feel proud of yourself for seeking and finding an outlet with people that can relate to your worldview if only a little. No matter what road you ultimately take.