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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
681
I have people around me so I can't count as "lonely" but I still feel like that because they don't follow the same wavelengths as me so they just don't understand my thoughts and feelings so they're all pretty shallow.
 
February_In_April

February_In_April

there a time to talk & a time to listen
Apr 5, 2026
12
Yeah I feel super lonely. I feel lonely all the time. It hurts just thinking about. Being surrounded by people when I go outside to different places makes me feel even more lonely at times. I just feel like I'm trapped in my room and I can't seem to find a single friend. It just sucks.
 
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ThePainKiller

ThePainKiller

The Deadman
Sep 18, 2025
11
yes and i cant do anything about it. i have been in the internet for so long that it left me with nothing more more than illusions of happyness, i cant start conversations with people irl cuz nobody shares any of my interests, i struggle with conversations cuz i stutter alot, i overthink a lot and i cant get myself to talk to cuz people probably finds me and my way to speak weird and awkward so i just stay quiet.
 

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