Discussion Do you feel like you're cursed? In what way?

[barely_afloat]

I think my curse is that people have an innate aversion to me. After a while, people become sick of me. They dislike my company and only keep me as an acquaintance in case I'm needed in the future. I can see it in their eyes and the way they express themselves. I'm not around because of who I am, but because of what I can offer.

Yall got curses?

 

[Shrooms]

Haha, my whole fucking existence. If I get something it's a lie on a silver platter. If I get anything even the slightest advantage, I'm pulled back down. Even over working my self to the extent of having almost no free time except the time meant for sleeping, is still not enough to get an advantage. My curse? Equal or less no matter the amount of effort put forth.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I feel like I'm cursed bc after a certain point in life everything went wrong and ultimately I ended up here - totally destroyed.

 

[Hollowman]

Mine is very similar to yours.

 

[lemonbunny]

I'm not around because of who I am, but because of what I can offer.

this is the unfortunate reality i have encountered too. i also always seem to find a way to embarrass myself

 

[Darkover]

To me, life is not a gift it's a curse. It's like I was brought into this world to struggle. And if something good does happen, it doesn't last and I end up having my world turned upside down.

 

[DenizenOfTheDeep]

I just can't make friends anymore. I really do make an effort, but it just seems like no one really values me. Sometimes I feel like there's something everyone sees in me the second they first lay their eyes upon me that makes them want to have nothing to do with me, but I haven't been able to identify it.

 

[barely_afloat]

I just can't make friends anymore. I really do make an effort, but it just seems like no one really values me. Sometimes I feel like there's something everyone sees in me the second they first lay their eyes upon me that makes them want to have nothing to do with me, but I haven't been able to identify it.

I feel the exact same way. I wonder what they notice

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I think the curse of mine is that I was born in the first place and have to deal with life. I'm cursed for being so different to where I'm incapable of dealing with life but, at the same time, all because I've been good at academics so far, people assume that I am capable enough to deal with life and that I have the motivation to do so. Oh yeah, I guess another curse of mine is that I never had the motivation to do anything. Anything that I do is done out of obligation, not out of choice or passion. I don't think anybody understands just how great of a magnitude this curse is as literally almost everybody I've seen has some sort of motivation, even suicidal people on this site has or had a motivation to do something in life at one point.

All in all, there may be curses that I can point out like me having autism, like me being extremely overwhelmed by suffering or by me having no motivation to do anything at all but, in the end, the curse that caused all of these other curses to exist is me being born. I wish I was never born so that I don't have to deal with all of this