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Venting Do you ever wonder?

JRSadlife4011

JRSadlife4011

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Dec 3, 2025
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Sometimes just in conversations I look into people's eyes and feel like they hate me. For no reason? Or maybe I hate myself more than I thought. I am so ready to cbd. But I have to wait until after Christmas, thats my mom's favorite day and I cant ruin that for her. Im thinking mid January. It just sucks tuffing it out. It only hurts worse, and Im so sacred. Honestly I'm scared of the afterlife aswell. I dont want to push religion on anyone. But if anyone has the same fears I could use someone to talk to. Thank you for listening to my rant
 
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JRSadlife4011 said:
Sometimes just in conversations I look into people's eyes and feel like they hate me. For no reason? Or maybe I hate myself more than I thought. I am so ready to cbd. But I have to wait until after Christmas, thats my mom's favorite day and I cant ruin that for her. Im thinking mid January. It just sucks tuffing it out. It only hurts worse, and Im so sacred. Honestly I'm scared of the afterlife aswell. I dont want to push religion on anyone. But if anyone has the same fears I could use someone to talk to. Thank you for listening to my rant
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