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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
There was a time when I was alone
Nowhere to go and no place to call home
My only friend was the man in the Moon
And even, sometimes, he would go away, too

Then one night, as I closed my eyes
I saw a shadow flying high
He came to me with the sweetest smile
Told me he wanted to talk for a while
He said, "Peter Pan, that's what they call me
I promise that you'll never be lonely"
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,226
"By believing in yourself and your dreams, you can fly..!"
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
Sounds tempting to go to a fantasy world, but I probably be eaten by a dragon or something. I don't have the skills to survive the real world, let alone a fictional fantasy one
 
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Rev346

Rev346

I’m here but will I still be next year?
Oct 23, 2023
165
I guess that's why I keep reading and watching stuff like The Magicians, Konosuba, Rising of the Shield Hero, and Succubus.
 
Yume Nikki

Yume Nikki

Experienced
Dec 8, 2024
215
I use video games as a form of escapism from reality. Sometimes I want to live in the world of Yume Nikki or in Moominvalley where there's no chaos or pain.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,555
Definitely, that would be my one wish over dying. My fantasies are too innocent and desirable for this cruel world of suffering. It is pointless to wait for your fantasy to come true. It would be dreamy...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,072
No, all I hope and wish for is to cease existing and never exist ever again, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything in this existence at all, I find it deeply undesirable to exist under all circumstances, to me existence is the most cruel, futile burden and as long as I exist I'll suffer and only hope for nothingness. I just hope and wish for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about and nothing can concern me, to me existing truly is nothing but suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I just find existence to be so unnecessary as well, it just creates pain and problems there was never a need for, only ceasing to exist can solve what I find to be the ultimate problem which is existence itself.
 
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yaa

yaa

Member
Dec 7, 2024
59
No, all I hope and wish for is to cease existing and never exist ever again, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything in this existence at all, I find it deeply undesirable to exist under all circumstances, to me existence is the most cruel, futile burden and as long as I exist I'll suffer and only hope for nothingness. I just hope and wish for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about and nothing can concern me, to me existing truly is nothing but suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I just find existence to be so unnecessary as well, it just creates pain and problems there was never a need for, only ceasing to exist can solve what I find to be the ultimate problem which is existence itself.
Same tbh
 
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foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

ā”Š ā”Š ā”Š ā”Š sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
154
Always! Fantasy media is the one constant good thing in my life and I have a powerful imagination so...
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Nah, I want permanent non existence although if somebody were to kidnap me and take me to their fantasy world which contains no suffering, no hardship and no pain, I'd be happy with that
 
singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
185
yes<3 that's why I love video games so much
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,409
I stop just short of actually wanting to be in a fantasy world because I would probably end up missing the things in the modern world that I do enjoy like the internet, video games, Chipotle…
 
Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
How about I get transported to a fantasy world so that I can more easily ctb? But if we are suggesting for me to live in it I would want to be in something like Headspace from Omori without the scary things.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,340
No i reject anything having to do with this world , DNA based life / existence / consciousness. it's all an evil imposition to me .

Also just a very small part of the evil , how bad pain is and how evolution made pain worse

Evolution created the worst torture machine the human brain. And it did over hundreds of millions of years. notice how fast over a few generations dog breeders can create something like a great Dane or a small tiny dog. Evolution created every few generations animals and humans that suffer pain worse and worse.

it makes sense evolution would create immense pain for example if you step on a sharp stick or rock to move away from it and take it out , the pain as that stick pushes into a foot is beyond comprehension . to leave it in there would cause infection . the only hope is to tend and favor that wound take it out otherwise the human dies soon can't walk run fast etc. same thing for the pain of hunger to get the animal to find food or hunt and eat

only the animals that could suffer the worst pain would pass on their genes the others would die of injury or starvation faster , the worse the pain the harder the animal works to feed itself etc.

i see a human as a torture chamber . it's even more evil that they have everyone accepting that someone else helping you out of extreme torture or a torture chamber is a crime. they constantly tell us how beautiful wonderful important having a brain is, a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain .
 
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pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
202
I wish I could just live in Aikatsu world.
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Thats why I sleep as much as possible . Dreamworld
 
SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Nothing Like The Looks Ā« ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ Ā»
Nov 13, 2023
583
I always live in daydreams, I write stories about how I wish my life would be. It sounds childish but sometimes I really wish I just had superpowers and the ability to alter the fabric of reality just to take back what I've lost, bring justice where I can and ensure I'll never suffer again. Often it feels too real in my head that when I notice it's not real it makes me wanna cry and die inside.

At times I also wish I could just close myself into the dream world and never have to wake up to deal with reality ever again.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,220
Fantasy world for the win. Always!
Never Ending GIF
 
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