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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
..ah I'm not dead yet.
 
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FarAcrossTheWater

FarAcrossTheWater

Experienced
Sep 4, 2020
271
I'm heavily medicated and it helps. But I occasionally get angry that I'm still alive and that living often times means a slow, painful, and steady death.
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
Every time I wake up.
 
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262653

262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
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Every time I wake up.
Sometimes I get that feeling, after waking up but before my life programs are initialized, that awareness that I'm awake but there is something bad I don't want to remember just yet.
 
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