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anopenwound

anopenwound

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Jul 27, 2024
180
I have a clear idea of what, on the surface, is causing me distress and I have a desperate emotional awareness of what is happening to me - and I'm tired of it. I'm fed up with myself. I look at my inner world with all of my worries and think this is just ridicolous. I don't even wanna talk about it cause really, what is there to talk about? It's all the same bullshit over and over again.

Do you ever feel like this? Like your own problems aren't worth anything even to you?
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
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I'm definitely sick of myself and everything about me.
 
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stupidhuman

Member
Apr 18, 2024
66
I feel you 100%. The same bullshit over and over and over again. Everyday, every moment, it's all the same.
I don't have the capability to just live "normally".
I have no aspirations anymore and if I have a moment of motivation at the end of the day it's worth nothing because I don't move forward at all.
I don't want therapy, I don't want to talk about it, I want death I think. And still I am here feeling the need to reply. What a Clown I am… for real.
I hope I die.
It's like a body + subconscious vs consciousness thing going on.
I observe, I understand but I can't manage to just live freely like I want. My brain chemistry must be broken. In ancient times I'd already die of uselessness I swear. It makes me fucking sad seeing and understanding that I am waste.
Useless Brain, Useless Human, useless useless useless useless useless useless useless useless useless
 
Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,421
Yep! I have obsessions, severe anxieties and psychosis that wears me down every day. On top of that I'm also a huge overthinker and I get really bad intrusive thoughts.

Yes, I get tired of my issues. VERY tired in fact. I rarely get any peace from it at all. Even at night I sometimes stress subconcionally and/or I get nightmares.

I just wish my brain would shut up and leave me alone!
 
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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,421
I have depression too, but it's less exhausting than my other issues somehow
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
All the time, I wish I was just about anyone else but me.
 

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