Do you ever feel like…

[bennay]

Do you ever feel like you were destined to be here?
like the longer you're here the more "signs" you see that this is the only thing left for you?
like the powers that be are giving you a push in this direction, that you are meant for something bigger and brighter that cannot be obtained in this life and in this shell you currently occupy?

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, I have no place in this world. I believe I was never meant to exist, my existence is one big mistake. I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced to live. The only thing I am meant for is non existence. It is where I belong. I know that is where I need to be. It just feels wrong being alive.

 

[AQUA]

Do you ever feel like you were destined to be here?
like the longer you're here the more "signs" you see that this is the only thing left for you?
like the powers that be are giving you a push in this direction, that you are meant for something bigger and brighter that cannot be obtained in this life and in this shell you currently occupy?

As it blesses us with perspective, our suffering will eventually have meaning?

 

[bennay]

As it blesses us with perspective, our suffering will eventually have meaning?

In a sense, I just think that their are some wonderful people that wish that they could do more not only for themselves but others and haven't been able because they spend their days exhausted with pain (mentally and physically). I'm not sure if it's necessarily your suffering that will have meaning but your spirit will and you'll have the energy to achieve what was unachievable in this life. Hope that makes sense! I know not everyone believes in an afterlife and I completely respect those beliefs, I on the other hand do believe there is something after and we aren't condemned or going to hell if we chose to end this lifetime on our own terms.

The way I see it, I have no place in this world. I believe I was never meant to exist, my existence is one big mistake. I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced to live. The only thing I am meant for is non existence. It is where I belong. I know that is where I need to be. It just feels wrong being alive.

I completely understand that feeling! It's a very deep rooted feeling that you carry with you everyday, it's very difficult to explain it but I'm there with ya!