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CTB72
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- Aug 2, 2022
- 13
Ok, well I've been on and off this site for a few years now. I keep trying to sort things out and hoping I'll be happy and able to continue my life. But I just keep going around in circles and the underlying depression and other issues just don't go away.
For example (a pretty minor one at that, but it all adds up!), I was looking to rent a bigger house so I'm able to give my son his own room when he comes to stay. I had my eye on the perfect house that had been available for a couple of months. Started trying to sort finances out and even selling my car to get extra cash. But the day I rang to book a viewing I was told it had just been rented! Its like the world just gives you the finger and tells you to go CTB it will never work out for you!
I'm just so sick of trying now and I've had SN and Meto ready for quite a while. Never been opened, just sat hidden away waiting for the day when its all too much. I think the day is fast approaching as I've really had enough and want it to stop!
Sorry for the rant, I know we all have issues
For example (a pretty minor one at that, but it all adds up!), I was looking to rent a bigger house so I'm able to give my son his own room when he comes to stay. I had my eye on the perfect house that had been available for a couple of months. Started trying to sort finances out and even selling my car to get extra cash. But the day I rang to book a viewing I was told it had just been rented! Its like the world just gives you the finger and tells you to go CTB it will never work out for you!
I'm just so sick of trying now and I've had SN and Meto ready for quite a while. Never been opened, just sat hidden away waiting for the day when its all too much. I think the day is fast approaching as I've really had enough and want it to stop!
Sorry for the rant, I know we all have issues