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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I have the feeling the way the American economy is bulit it is literally a lottery.
There was a thread something like would you give up the option of ctb if you get 500 billion dollars. And I was on the very few voice that agreed on the deal.
The notion of having 500 billion was amazing.
The thing is I worry so much about money and poverty. Never having to worry about this would be so relieving. It is also a part of my suicidal ideation.
I could give some millions to friends and all we could do for the rest of our lives would be playing video games, having fun.
Though, I think I got money it would get meaningless after a few years. And maybe it is a fault already considering to give money to friends. Money can corrupt relationships.
And maybe I had new friends who tried to exploit me.
I looked up how likely it is to hit the jackpot where I live. 1:140.000.000. As likely as if you flip a coin 27 times and it lands on the same side.
I think saving money and then buying a diversified portfolio is way smarter. But sadly for some reasons I don't have that option.
I thought whether I would actually like playing lottery. In the paste I considered it a complete waste of resources. But I thought about this scenarion. I am on the edge of suicide. Only a million could make me stay alive. And why not spending the last 3k on the lottery. I think though it is quite stupid. Then raher hookers and a lot of fun instead. Lol.
My final thought my grandma participates in a lottery. I think her whole life. And that's enough for me. I would get a share. So I don't have to buy me a ticket.
The dumbest way is how my dad participates in the lottery. He always wants to play lottery when I am with him. But he does not regularly check whether he actually won...He is so fucking stupid and that shit makes me mad...
There was a thread something like would you give up the option of ctb if you get 500 billion dollars. And I was on the very few voice that agreed on the deal.
The notion of having 500 billion was amazing.
The thing is I worry so much about money and poverty. Never having to worry about this would be so relieving. It is also a part of my suicidal ideation.
I could give some millions to friends and all we could do for the rest of our lives would be playing video games, having fun.
Though, I think I got money it would get meaningless after a few years. And maybe it is a fault already considering to give money to friends. Money can corrupt relationships.
And maybe I had new friends who tried to exploit me.
I looked up how likely it is to hit the jackpot where I live. 1:140.000.000. As likely as if you flip a coin 27 times and it lands on the same side.
I think saving money and then buying a diversified portfolio is way smarter. But sadly for some reasons I don't have that option.
I thought whether I would actually like playing lottery. In the paste I considered it a complete waste of resources. But I thought about this scenarion. I am on the edge of suicide. Only a million could make me stay alive. And why not spending the last 3k on the lottery. I think though it is quite stupid. Then raher hookers and a lot of fun instead. Lol.
My final thought my grandma participates in a lottery. I think her whole life. And that's enough for me. I would get a share. So I don't have to buy me a ticket.
The dumbest way is how my dad participates in the lottery. He always wants to play lottery when I am with him. But he does not regularly check whether he actually won...He is so fucking stupid and that shit makes me mad...