Currently, I consider myself agnostic. But, I kinda grew up with the unlucky number 13 superstition shoved into my head, mostly by mom. My dad died on 13th june, so that just enforced the bias for her, and kept pushing it on me as well, despite my valiant efforts to remain skeptical and rational.
There's also this superstition in our romanian culture that when you hear a certain owl common in these parts (cucuvea) sing three times, some terrible misfortune is impending, most likely death of someone you love. I have been hearing that damn owl a lot lately and it's kinda driving me nuts. The deep early age conditioning and fear mongering pits the rational part of me and emotional one against each other, in a perpetual war.
Also, in the past few days, when I go to sleep and look at the watch, it shows 03:13 am. When I wake up, the clock shows 13: 03 pm. Or 13:31. This has happened more than a few times. I try not to mind it but... it's kinda freaking me out... so I will take this thread as an opportunity to get it off my chest. This is of course magnified my my ever worsening anxiety. Hopefully, it's just paranoia.