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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
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I think about death everyday and i wanna go away from here indeed yes but dont u guys get scared to go to hell? Or what do ya believe will happen or what do u guys think regarding the afterlife? I get scared that a place like hell exist but honestly i dont have much hope about heaven either cause makes me think being death is just ceasing to exist so what do u guys think i been overthinking about this hell and heaven bs like everyday and im tired of it i just want peace.
 
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Rihan

Rihan

Looking for courage of the heart
Jan 11, 2026
63
I don't remember anything from before I was born. So I believe things will feel the same when I die. I'll just go back into the void and be non-existent and non-sentient.
 
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aceHardlight

Member
May 1, 2026
5
I think more of rebirth than of hell.
I mean just see it like that, you go from non-existence -> existence -> non-existence. It happened once, why shouldn't it happen again? I also find it very scary that we had no way to prevent being born, and it could've been worse, like imagine we were born in North Korea. That wouldn't be to different from hell.
 
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tannhausers

tannhausers

Голодный.
Apr 23, 2026
13
I don't think about hell because I'm an atheist
Thank God I'm an atheist, lol

What scares me even more is the idea of nothingness—that your consciousness will just end. It terrifies me to the core.
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
46
I think more of rebirth than of hell.
I mean just see it like that, you go from non-existence -> existence -> non-existence. It happened once, why shouldn't it happen again? I also find it very scary that we had no way to prevent being born, and it could've been worse, like imagine we were born in North Korea. That wouldn't be to different from hell.
Facts sometimes i see those african kids that are sick and starving and i think sometimes life can feel like hell and then just die. I appreciate your reply guys i feel better now.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
304
If i go to hell then so be it, not afraid of it anymore, maybe ill be happier there
 
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Wishingfordeath

Wishingfordeath

Life for me is just one long bitter night
Apr 8, 2026
23
Not really as I believe we are already in it, so how much worse can it really get atp? I fear the possibility of reincarnation though.
 
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chuckapalahniuk27

chuckapalahniuk27

Member
Apr 9, 2026
17
i really think the idea of hell was made up so people can believe bad people will face the "ultimate karma" after death.
i also think the beliefs around what things cause you to go to hell are completely subjective.
even the idea of what hell looks like changes depending on who you ask.
i dont believe in any afterlife and i find it comforting that i won't be myself after death, i won't think anything or remember anything, i'll just be gone.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,672
I don't believe in God, heaven, hell, or an afterlife. IF any of it is true, however, I've always imagined this is hell... we're living in hell. Maybe we are just born into it and have to "earn" our way out somehow... or maybe we are being punished for something we don't remember doing.
 
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Mattew

New Member
May 3, 2026
3
We are already in hell. I don't believe in god or anything like that.; After death everything goes black, just like before u were born.
But actually I'm scared about what's next after i kms
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
526
I think about death everyday and i wanna go away from here indeed yes but dont u guys get scared to go to hell? Or what do ya believe will happen or what do u guys think regarding the afterlife? I get scared that a place like hell exist but honestly i dont have much hope about heaven either cause makes me think being death is just ceasing to exist so what do u guys think i been overthinking about this hell and heaven bs like everyday and im tired of it i just want peace.
it's really hard to know what happens after death, but i would guess nothing.

i also feel like i am a very unhappy person, and if there were some omnipotent being that created me this way, with my personality, with a world set up to lead to me being miserable based on my personality and how the world is, and then sent me to hell after i died due to misery, then i never really stood a chance anyway...

but if i knew for absolute certain hell exist, and there were zero questions in my mind, then would i commit suicide? probably not... but many things in the bible and other religious books make no sense. the bible has a whole section on the right way to treat slaves... wtf?

I would also check out quantum immortality and research that. You may not even be able to kill yourself in every version of reality and so suicide may feel impossible (even if you die in some versions and are grieved by people in those version). I've tried to commit suicide quite a few times and it's never worked. They weren't sloppy attempts. It may be mathematically impossible to opt out of life, which is the scariest thing of all.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
370
The whole concept of heaven and hell seems very improbable to me.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
308
I don't believe in God, heaven, hell, or an afterlife. IF any of it is true, however, I've always imagined this is hell... we're living in hell. Maybe we are just born into it and have to "earn" our way out somehow... or maybe we are being punished for something we don't remember doing.
I'm not religious myself, but this is exactly what the principle of Christianity's "original sin" operates on, at least in some denominations (not all). Due to actions thousands of years ago we had no involvement in, we're all born into sin and must repent to get into heaven.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,249
No, this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence is the only hell to me, all that existence ever does is cause all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace from this torturous existence that only ever harms existing beings that never should had been imposed at all and non-existence is just all I believe in.

I believe death to be true peace from the cruelty and evil of existing, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me, it's just so terrible and cruel how this existence was even imposed at all especially as never suffering at all is perfection, all I want is to be permanently unconscious where this dreadful, cruel and futile existence is all gone and forgotten.
 
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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
57
I think about death everyday and i wanna go away from here indeed yes but dont u guys get scared to go to hell? Or what do ya believe will happen or what do u guys think regarding the afterlife? I get scared that a place like hell exist but honestly i dont have much hope about heaven either cause makes me think being death is just ceasing to exist so what do u guys think i been overthinking about this hell and heaven bs like everyday and im tired of it i just want peace.
I hope I don't wake again. My entirety will be gone, maybe bits a pieces of me will continue to exist in all the people I've met. But that's just a nice thought, I don't think I was ever someone relevant.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,484
Yes. Hell is a major snag for sure. Life sucks, but hell appears to be much worse. Before somebody says it ridicule that hell isn't real doesn't help.
 
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Zen0

Zen0

Member
Jan 4, 2024
21
I think about death everyday and i wanna go away from here indeed yes but dont u guys get scared to go to hell? Or what do ya believe will happen or what do u guys think regarding the afterlife? I get scared that a place like hell exist but honestly i dont have much hope about heaven either cause makes me think being death is just ceasing to exist so what do u guys think i been overthinking about this hell and heaven bs like everyday and im tired of it i just want peace.
I was raised with a Christian upbringing and with being taught of the existence of heaven and hell. Whether they actually exist, i have no idea, and im not sure if i really want to know. I want to cling onto the idea that there is somewhere to go after death, but ever since i was little i have always had this aching feeling that there is just nothing. When you die that's just it, all that you are, all that you were, and all that you would've become just gets snuffed out. I'm always hoping I'm wrong and that there is an afterlife.
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
4,950
Why yes I think about my life a lot
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,349
there's no hell no afterlife no reincarnation none of that

1 microsecond after my brain dies I will never exist again, permanent Non-existence

every human will die and be obliterated for all time. in 100 years almost all humans alive now will be dead and forgotten

im glad that Death is eternal Non-existence

Non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly it's a trillion times worse than the worst u can imagine

etrenal Non-existence is the only safety from extreme torture and the worst pain

so Non-existence forever is the ultimate perfection to me

I can't relate to any other human. 1 reason is that I think the worst pain outweighs the pleasure addictions by a billion times but it seems like most people don't believe like i do that pain is a billion times worse than one can imagine or remember.

I really fear and hate pain. but the worst pain is always possible in life never in Non-existence/ Death. so why do most think life is better than Death ? I don't

i only have to escape this evil life and evil world with a nethod so I don't suffer extremely

The only hell possible is here while still alive

There's nothing after Death
 
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HarleyQuinn

HarleyQuinn

forever young
Feb 28, 2026
41
i hope my bullies go to hell.
 
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gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

<3
Apr 29, 2026
20
I consider myself agnostic so really anything could happen but sometimes I really do hope it exists. Knowing people that are so horrible that might not have gotten their karma in life get it in death feels somewhat nice. Life on Earth already feels like hell and has already been full of enough suffering for other people though, hopefully like myself, and hopefully whatever comes next isn't as bad.
 
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