gummyshark
shark
- Aug 27, 2024
- 6
I don't know how I feel most of the time, my emotions are so confusing even to myself, I wanna be gone so badly, I don't wanna deal with any of this.
I don't really care about the outcome if I do ctb, i dont care abt what my family would think, or my friends. Maybe that's selfish but im at the point where other peoples feelings don't matter to me.
I don't know if i just wanna die or disappear. Sometimes I wanna end my life but I also just wanna disappear without any trace. Just run away, run away from all my problems and responsibilities, run away from all contact with any other being.
Do I really wanna end my life or just disappear? That question is always stuck in my head.
I don't really care about the outcome if I do ctb, i dont care abt what my family would think, or my friends. Maybe that's selfish but im at the point where other peoples feelings don't matter to me.
I don't know if i just wanna die or disappear. Sometimes I wanna end my life but I also just wanna disappear without any trace. Just run away, run away from all my problems and responsibilities, run away from all contact with any other being.
Do I really wanna end my life or just disappear? That question is always stuck in my head.