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brazilianautistic

brazilianautistic

unknown girl
Jun 1, 2026
15
I don't cut myself, I hate the feeling of the blade, I'd say it's a "sharp" feeling if you know what I mean, and I don't like it.
The thing that works the best for me is punching my self,(punching is a "round" feeling for me) and I can choose better spots if I want bruises or not (I like to see the bruises because they remind me of the pain, they make me punch my self less)
When I don't want any bruises I punch my torso (abs and ribs) they don't tend to bruise much because of the amount of muscle, which means I get to punch more, and they get sore, and the soreness calms me.
When I want bruises I punch my shin and the hip bone, they bruise easily without hurting much.
As for why I started it? It numbs they pain, the feeling and thoughts, and that's enough for me.

Eii, vc eh brasileiro? Eu costumava me arranhar tb, gostava de ver a marca e me lembrava da ação em si, mas aí eu descobri que me arranhar n era o melhor pra mim :(
sou brasileira!! nunca cortei ou machuquei de propósito, só na hora do surto :p distrai e alivia os pensamentos, também belisco muitooo
 
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aeoliandawn

aeoliandawn

dawn
Oct 10, 2023
58
sou brasileira!! nunca cortei ou machuquei de propósito, só na hora do surto :p distrai e alivia os pensamentos, também belisco muitooo
Pois mulher eu tb sou brasileira!!
Eu entendo super! Mas eu nunca cheguei a me "cortar" msm, antes eu me arranhava, mas aí eu descobri q eu odiava a sensação, aí eu comecei a me socar mesmo, depois disso nunca mais fui a mesma, como eu escrevi melhor na mensagem de cima
De qualquer forma, é bom ver outro br aqui! Ainda mais outra mulher (quer dizer, ruim ne, pq se vc tá aqui vc tb n tá mt bem da cabeça :/)
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
754
At the rate I'm going, my entire arms are going to be full of em. Problem is, I want that to happen.
 
Merocero

Merocero

Tired.
Jul 29, 2025
62
i do, and i hate having to hide it,, i cut almost every day now, i just like doing it for whatever sick reason eh
 
broken serenity

broken serenity

Student
Sep 26, 2025
133
Yes, but a tip from my pt:
the scar tissue you're placing on your body will not slide and move w your skin like skin would. What's causing that itching is the sensation of that tough scar tissue being pulled upon by the much more flexible skin. The trick to making it less sensitive is called "scar tissue mobilization" which, over time, will make it softer and stop that tugging/itching feeling.
 
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