DMC has officially shipped

[My Melancholy]

Nervous and scared. But excited. I am so close to relief and peace. There is still so much to be done and so much time to go. But everything is finally coming together. I have my meto and my beta blocker. Antacids and pain relief will be easy to get so no worries there. I just need benzos but I don't know if I'll be lucky enough to get my hands on them. Hopefully my SN gets here without issue. I never thought I would find a method like this. I'm happy but also. I'm just sad, in a way, I guess.

I understand how you're feeling. It's such a rush of emotions all at once. I hope your decisions bring you peace. <3