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msesis

msesis

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Jun 16, 2024
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I am looking for DMC/DSL, using Y, the correct search terms (sodium nitrite, meat, food, ukraine, etc), and I have browsed through over a hundred pages and cannot find it. Just want to check, for people who know the full name, is the website still up?
Also just ranting here, I was active when the SD source became a thing, and I should have ordered, but it was $100 and I just felt bad about it. Now I understand never to take a source for granted.
Also just ranting here, I was active when the SD source became a thing, and I should have ordered, but it was $100 and I just felt bad about it. Now I understand never to take a source for granted.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,373
sd's sn was too expensive imo. 100 dollars is affordable for some but i feel like it was too much money
 
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msesis

Student
Jun 16, 2024
119
sd's sn was too expensive imo. 100 dollars is affordable for some but i feel like it was too much money
It was too expensive but in hindsight it's worth it. I thought a cheaper source word come up and I never thought SD would get taken down. Now I'm back to square one.
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
155
I am looking for DMC/DSL, using Y, the correct search terms (sodium nitrite, meat, food, ukraine, etc), and I have browsed through over a hundred pages and cannot find it. Just want to check, for people who know the full name, is the website still up?
Also just ranting here, I was active when the SD source became a thing, and I should have ordered, but it was $100 and I just felt bad about it. Now I understand never to take a source for granted.
Also just ranting here, I was active when the SD source became a thing, and I should have ordered, but it was $100 and I just felt bad about it. Now I understand never to take a source for granted.
I was talking to a user yesterday and it made me decide to try and find the site again as if I'd never found it before.

The site is still up, it was on page 14 for me.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,373
The site is still up, it was on page 14 for me.
do you think you'll order from dmc? i've had the site for a while and i've been debating it in my head. 50 dollars for 50g is a good price but i'm mostly worried about it getting seized. i live in the us.
 
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itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
155
do you think you'll order from dmc? i've had the site for a while and i've been debating it in my head. 50 dollars for 50g is a good price but i'm mostly worried about it getting seized. i live in the us.
Oh I've already ordered, it arrived a few weeks ago, customs did open the outer packaging but it didnt get seized or any police checks after.
 
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Untoten_

Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
128
I was talking to a user yesterday and it made me decide to try and find the site again as if I'd never found it before.

The site is still up, it was on page 14 for me.
I swear there's something I'm doing wrong, VPN set, Yandex on, location changed, code words, endless scrolling. I'm gonna put my head through a window
 
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dragon.//

dragon.//

Student
Nov 5, 2025
175
I swear there's something I'm doing wrong, VPN set, Yandex on, location changed, code words, endless scrolling. I'm gonna put my head through a window
same.
 
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jojobanana

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Oct 8, 2023
150
i'm searching in the language too. am i missing something. is it just abbreviated?
 
Untoten_

Untoten_

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Jan 29, 2026
128
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I genuinely don't think it exists anymore. How? I've hit the fucking last page multiple times. At this rate I'll have to use something else.

It's just a shame I wanted it to be slow.
 
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dragon.//

Student
Nov 5, 2025
175
I

I genuinely don't think it exists anymore. How? I've hit the fucking last page multiple times. At this rate I'll have to use something else.

It's just a shame I wanted it to be slow.
same dude ive tried everything, though i seem to have found other sources. But idk if they are legit so i will have to find out the hard way
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
128
same dude ive tried everything, though i seem to have found other sources. But idk if they are legit so i will have to find out the hard way
Yea, just fake name it and send it to one of those package station things, if they exist in your area. Most of the time it's just a code or a barcode so shouldn't have any identification problems.

IF I can find it, that's what I'm doing.
 
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dragon.//

dragon.//

Student
Nov 5, 2025
175
Yea, just fake name it and send it to one of those package station things, if they exist in your area. Most of the time it's just a code or a barcode so shouldn't have any identification problems.

IF I can find it, that's what I'm doing.
Goodluck i hope u find it
 
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dragon.//

dragon.//

Student
Nov 5, 2025
175
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can u confirm it still exists because im genuinely losing my mind lol
i havent found it myself lol, probably wont try to either. Ive tried everything
 
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Untoten_

Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
128
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i havent found it myself lol, probably wont try to either. Ive tried everything
Just hit the end of the search results again for the second time today.

Ofc the most basic task imaginable to most people, I just cannot complete.
 
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jojobanana

Student
Oct 8, 2023
150
there's hope still. even if i can't i'm hoping my KN source will come through 😩
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
418
Is there a hints page on SaSu?
 
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whoisit

At peace for now
Jan 25, 2026
47
It's still up and my order is on it's way.
 
joey2424

joey2424

Member
Nov 2, 2025
99
I've spent so many hours trying to locate this source. It is so painful to recognize that I am too stupid to be capable of ending my life.
 
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Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
128
I've spent so many hours trying to locate this source. It is so painful to recognize that I am too stupid to be capable of ending my life.
In the same situation. I know all the tips, all the hints, but STILL, it just won't show up for me. That's how ass my life is. I feel like just trying two small knots in a shoe string and going partial suspension atp
 
joey2424

joey2424

Member
Nov 2, 2025
99
In the same situation. I know all the tips, all the hints, but STILL, it just won't show up for me. That's how ass my life is. I feel like just trying two small knots in a shoe string and going partial suspension atp
I actually think I just found it, which is totally blowing my mind. I have done this search at least 50 times. You have all the info you need. Just keep trying different combos of things?
It's still up and my order is on its way.

Can I ask which payment method you used? I am really stupid and they all sound complicated and sketchy
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
310
I've spent so much time searching for this, and I have been unable to find it. I'm usually very good at finding things like this. Do I need to be looking on the dark web?
 
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amputatedandalone

Member
Jan 4, 2026
39
Is there a reason people don't just get it off the darknet?
 
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SunshineFading

SunshineFading

Member
Oct 20, 2024
18
I bought from DSL, and they did deliver. Just a shame family seized it and I got sent to psychjail instead of being able to escape. but they do still sell the SN. Unfortunately though, as unhelpful as it may be, I'm not giving any leads, as it's far too risky that a pro-lifer might see it and then get them taken down again.
 
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whoisit

At peace for now
Jan 25, 2026
47
I actually think I just found it, which is totally blowing my mind. I have done this search at least 50 times. You have all the info you need. Just keep trying different combos of things?


Can I ask which payment method you used? I am really stupid and they all sound complicated and sketchy
Amazon giftcard
 
Untoten_

Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
128
I actually think I just found it, which is totally blowing my mind. I have done this search at least 50 times. You have all the info you need. Just keep trying different combos of things?


Can I ask which payment method you used? I am really stupid and they all sound complicated and sketchy
I am actually gonna crash the fuck out.
 

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I've seen this message at least a dozen times. Idk why this search engine is so easily triggered lol
 
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