Distractions before ctb

[melancholyc418]

Have to wait a few weeks before all materials ship. My mind is plagued by thoughts. I cant look at anything real anymore. I just listen to white noise and sleep. Cant even listen to music without it triggering my memories. Every time I wake up im plagued by the memories in my dream, listen to white noise again to blur it out then fall asleep again. I dont see an end to this until there its finally over

 

[CandyK__]

Sometimes it's the best to let all memories hurt. Let everything out crying, screaming. Some things need to hurt for us to manage. If you're set on a goal, you might as well let it all out, and let your self feel the pain before you cease to feel anything at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

There certainly is no relief from suffering to be found in this world and it does sound very tiring what you have to go through, so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for.