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Shuaibyy

Shuaibyy

Waiting for my time
Apr 18, 2026
9
I've been wanting to ctb for awhile now, but I have one issue. Partial suspension is insanely uncomfortable. I can't tell if I'm doing it wrong, but I feel a pressurized sensation in my head, and it gets too much for me to handle after a few seconds. Do I need something thicker? Or am I just not tying it tight enough?
 
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bpdscared9

bpdscared9

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Apr 21, 2026
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There's some available threads on how to properly hang yourself fully or partially and how to properly hit the artery to pass out sooner.

 
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krov

krov

ah...I want to disappear...
Feb 16, 2026
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I've been wanting to ctb for awhile now, but I have one issue. Partial suspension is insanely uncomfortable. I can't tell if I'm doing it wrong, but I feel a pressurized sensation in my head, and it gets too much for me to handle after a few seconds. Do I need something thicker? Or am I just not tying it tight enough?
same thing here too wana dm me ? we can tell our progress and stuff
 
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ThroughTheLight

ThroughTheLight

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May 8, 2023
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If you guys figure out the solution to this, I'd appreciate it if you could let me know too. I've been having the same problem for ages and I still can't get it right...
 
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RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
52
I'm pretty sure y'all might be chickening out before you pass out.. I've been choked out before (never attempted partial so I could be wrong) and you get that pressurized feeling in your head a few seconds before it's lights out. If it's getting "too much to handle" it might be that you're about to pass out? How are you attempting partial and then stopping yourself? I feel like you'd need to tie the noose tighter so you don't stop yourself. I once again could be wrong and am not meaning anything negative by what I'm saying.
 
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insectontrial

insectontrial

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Jan 29, 2026
90
I have this exact same issue every time I go to test out partial (my actual plan is FSH). get a feeling of pressure building up in my head, even though I have the ligature lined up with where all the guides tell me to place it. For the real deal, I plan on taking sedatives beforehand to try and minimise SI, but I don't particularly wish to do this in testing.
 
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