Pauperpills
Lord of Missed Opportunities
- May 5, 2021
- 15
There's so much shit that has happened in my life that I wish I could just disappear. It sucks that there's no way to just not exist, you know? I feel like having an option like that would be so much easier than planning a way to ctb. I just don't wanna be alive. I'm trying to make my life better but I can't escape my fuck ups. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't wanna die, I just wanna fade away.