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suicidenow

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Jul 20, 2024
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Hi all,

Is 2 grams of diphenhydramine hydrochloride enough to kill me?

I have SN but idek, im just trying of feeling like a failure for failing one of my modules at uni.

I have schizoaffective disorder and CPTSD.

I would say im not equipped for this world, but then there are people like me with jobs and a degree...

I have no excuse.
 
RadioRamen

RadioRamen

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Nov 14, 2025
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If you're in college I'm going to assume of typical college age , and while you may you don't feel you have an "excuse" you do have time. Time to find your path and time to walk it . I'm sorry you're at this point but wish you peace and to find the comfort to know a failure now doesn't mean failure forever
 
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