Venting Dilemma

[DaLifelessLiving]

I am embarrassed to admit that I'm indecisive and impulsive, I can't even kill myself because there's a thought of myself having a better future or there will be good things that will happen in my life if I stay any longer. On the other hand, there's a feeling that there is no hope in my life and there will be no changes since my life is always the same and luck is not by my side. I always end up getting frustrated because I can't figure myself out which is why I impulsively created this account at the first place because I really thought that I'm ready to die but my feelings suddenly changed and then everything will be okay and vice versa. I am really confused and disappointed on why is life so hard.

 

[Forever Sleep]

There's no need to feel embarassed about it. Our lives and emotions can be complex. It doesn't help not knowing the likely future either. Maybe all of us live in the moment to a larger extent too. If the present moment either is or isn't terrible, it can be tricky to imagine beyond it sometimes. It doesn't make either feeling ungenuine though.

 

[bankai]

I understand wanting things to get better or feeling that they might at some point in time. They may or may not. Truth is, though, that life is short. Even if you don't take your life, I feel like it will end soon enough. So whatever you decide is fine. Just be sure about your decision.

My friend was at a very dark period in their life. Out of a job and months without a job, and they had loans going on which deducted an EMI every month. Very desperate situation.

He is now earning 100,000 U.S. dollars per year and living his best life. Not everyone's life turns out like this, but it's definitely something to keep in mind.

 

[DivineSpark]

I understand wanting things to get better or feeling that they might at some point in time. They may or may not. Truth is, though, that life is short. Even if you don't take your life, I feel like it will end soon enough. So whatever you decide is fine. Just be sure about your decision.

My friend was at a very dark period in their life. Out of a job and months without a job, and they had loans going on which deducted an EMI every month. Very desperate situation.

He is now earning 100,000 U.S. dollars per year and living his best life. Not everyone's life turns out like this, but it's definitely something to keep in mind.

If you are part of 1%, then you might have good life, financially speaking. Rest of us struggle.

 

[bankai]

If you are part of 1%, then you might have good life, financially speaking. Rest of us struggle.

My friend is not part of the 1% actually. He did poorly in school. But he's social and works hard. That's actually what's inspirational about him. But I understand. He is still able to make the moves that the rest of us find very hard, I guess.