lacustra
Student
- Jul 3, 2024
- 175
I mentioned in a previous post that I hoped to buy domperidone without a prescription from a local pharmacy. I don't remember exactly when, but this was a few years ago, but some pharmacy assistant had actually given me domperidone for travel sickness when I had asked him for promethazine, which was unavailable at the time. So, like a dumbass, I tried to replicate the experiment at the same pharmacy and another, and ended up embarrassing myself.
I guess maybe the laws are stricter now regarding prescription-only medicine. Or maybe they thought I was a suspicious character, I don't know. Their reasoning makes sense though. If I had a prescription, they'd have been happy enough to oblige. Perhaps I might have had better luck at some rural drugstore. It's just I don't have a vehicle to get around, and I'm no good at bribing people or making underhand deals.
Anyhow, I have two options now. I can either go to a local GP with a complaint of migraine induced nausea and vomiting. I'm fairly confident I can fake it (as I've experienced migraine induced vomiting before,) and coax a doctor into giving me some meds. But there's no guarantee I'll get what I want. On the other hand, I can try purchasing an antiemetic of my choice online, although I'm not very enthusiastic about this as it would further deplete my meager savings and I'm not even sure the drugs would get past the customs. It's worse enough having to worry about SN getting seized.
I've never been prescribed benzos or any serious sleep aids. My parents take only blood pressure meds. I have about 1000mg of amitriptyline. These were given to me along with escitalopram, to help with the insomnia. 10-20mg is usually enough to knock me out for hours. The drawback is it takes 2-3 hours to become active. I'm not sure if ami can help me here, but it's likely my best hope for a sedative. Possible side effects of taking ami with metoclopramide include dizziness, drowsiness, confusion, and difficulty concentrating, which is actually promising.
I really don't want to take SN without an antiemetic and a sedative. But they are also difficult to source sometimes unless you have a previous prescription, you're good at negotiating/the laws are lax, or you have money to throw around. Nobody said dying was easy, but you cannot help but wish it was easier than this.
I've got a few weeks left to come up with some sort of plan. But if the SN ends up never arriving, all this would be meaningless.
I guess maybe the laws are stricter now regarding prescription-only medicine. Or maybe they thought I was a suspicious character, I don't know. Their reasoning makes sense though. If I had a prescription, they'd have been happy enough to oblige. Perhaps I might have had better luck at some rural drugstore. It's just I don't have a vehicle to get around, and I'm no good at bribing people or making underhand deals.
Anyhow, I have two options now. I can either go to a local GP with a complaint of migraine induced nausea and vomiting. I'm fairly confident I can fake it (as I've experienced migraine induced vomiting before,) and coax a doctor into giving me some meds. But there's no guarantee I'll get what I want. On the other hand, I can try purchasing an antiemetic of my choice online, although I'm not very enthusiastic about this as it would further deplete my meager savings and I'm not even sure the drugs would get past the customs. It's worse enough having to worry about SN getting seized.
I've never been prescribed benzos or any serious sleep aids. My parents take only blood pressure meds. I have about 1000mg of amitriptyline. These were given to me along with escitalopram, to help with the insomnia. 10-20mg is usually enough to knock me out for hours. The drawback is it takes 2-3 hours to become active. I'm not sure if ami can help me here, but it's likely my best hope for a sedative. Possible side effects of taking ami with metoclopramide include dizziness, drowsiness, confusion, and difficulty concentrating, which is actually promising.
I really don't want to take SN without an antiemetic and a sedative. But they are also difficult to source sometimes unless you have a previous prescription, you're good at negotiating/the laws are lax, or you have money to throw around. Nobody said dying was easy, but you cannot help but wish it was easier than this.
I've got a few weeks left to come up with some sort of plan. But if the SN ends up never arriving, all this would be meaningless.
